so i grew some balls.....and now im paying for it!
ok...as far as that last post...it was temporary insanity and anger at the hospital people. im ok now, and i got the second surgery with a lesser amount of work than i thought was going to be done. since then, ive been running around doing all kinds of very naughty things. ive dug a small hole for my self in my personal life, but i do that every couple of monthes anyway. at the rate im going with particular dilemma, however, i will wind up in china fairly shortly. i had a blast at the avail show on wed night. the fact it was all ages merely made me relive the fun and chaos i was enjoying at avail shows i would go to when i was 15 and 16 in all girls catholic boarding school. i have this enormous black bruise on one thigh now from getting slammed into the stage. i didnt think i hit it that hard. oh well. tracii's birthday was on monday, so he got a call from a surly little drunk girl wishing him a "nasty social disease and lots of love". halfway through the answering machine message he actually picked up and i, yet again, made a total ass out of myself. at least i set my standards really low for myself. if i ever did anything totally outstanding, i think i would shock myself into a coma and my parents into an early grave...maybe thats not such a bad idea. the only thing im worried about now is what kind of anti social thing im going to do for valentines day while still managing to get laid. if anybody has any suggestions or just wants to get laid...im your girl at the moment. ill probably end up getting drunk with my mom and watching old doris day/rock hudson movies. im sure there will be lots of chocolate involved as well.