Fitting in...and getting out.
I can't sleep. This has definitely not been a great week in the life of Jai. I've had a lot of shit to think about. I turns out, I have some really great friends, and some friends that make me wonder if they're my friends at all...
I joined this new group on campus for LGBT people, thinking that maybe I could do some good and make some new friends and all. Turns out that I don't and probably never will fit in with the LGBT community. What the hell!!! So, I quit tonight. I figure that I don't fit in with these people, so why try, its only making like more depressing.
I don't really know what else to write other than I've gone through a range of emotions (how gay...) today, going from happy to pissed, to livid, to depressed in less than a second. Maybe I have some chemical imbalance or something. I don't know. Well, there goes trying to make new friends...
I joined this new group on campus for LGBT people, thinking that maybe I could do some good and make some new friends and all. Turns out that I don't and probably never will fit in with the LGBT community. What the hell!!! So, I quit tonight. I figure that I don't fit in with these people, so why try, its only making like more depressing.
I don't really know what else to write other than I've gone through a range of emotions (how gay...) today, going from happy to pissed, to livid, to depressed in less than a second. Maybe I have some chemical imbalance or something. I don't know. Well, there goes trying to make new friends...