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I want to go on a rant but I dont have the energy.
I use to like this guy, he is really smart and funny and I was always too afraid to tell him how I felt, I knew I'd never amount to what he'd want out of someone. So, that sucked, but it ended up that he was having a shitty time, he was intrested in this girl and she didnt want him, so after I got over him I told him how I use to feel, he knew it already, but that was cool cause now we can talk about shit. Anways, he's found someone, not only one, but a few:) I'm really happy for him, usually I'm bitter towards people that I was or am intrested in when they find someone, but for some reason I feel really good, I'm happy for him, perhaps its because I could relate to him on that level and more, but thats then and this is now.
So, I'm very proud of myself, I feel good and now I feel like i've even made a friend out of all this. It's strange how things work out, how I wanted one thing and didnt get it but in the end I'm a happier person...
What a good day:)
I use to like this guy, he is really smart and funny and I was always too afraid to tell him how I felt, I knew I'd never amount to what he'd want out of someone. So, that sucked, but it ended up that he was having a shitty time, he was intrested in this girl and she didnt want him, so after I got over him I told him how I use to feel, he knew it already, but that was cool cause now we can talk about shit. Anways, he's found someone, not only one, but a few:) I'm really happy for him, usually I'm bitter towards people that I was or am intrested in when they find someone, but for some reason I feel really good, I'm happy for him, perhaps its because I could relate to him on that level and more, but thats then and this is now.
So, I'm very proud of myself, I feel good and now I feel like i've even made a friend out of all this. It's strange how things work out, how I wanted one thing and didnt get it but in the end I'm a happier person...
What a good day:)