Sep 20, 2020 18:41
Yea, I have mainly been preparing for the upcoming week / taking care of house provision matters for the last couple days.
As per the usual lately, I did not have a surge event?
Did I take on a traumatized status....after witnessing that 'impersonator' 'at' Starry Maiden's identity, 'S**lor' 'M*rs', 'collapsed' and 'keeled' 'over' 'at' the scene / wake...of the last surge event?
Well, I *may* have perceived a sott of "intervention" during the last fluid world event (*perceived a mysterious touch to my right*). That with no surge event, hence (*cringes*) why I witnessed (???) two subanime entities exposed....both ***before*** ***and*** ***after*** the event.
Guess I will do a mini report.
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Many fluid world events have me sleeping on floors, chairs, beds, rubble piles, and the floors of vacant stores? That in an effort to get *some* kind..of a semblance....of sleep.
Well...earlier...I woke to view at an unknown auditorium....that kept changing shape & size.
I think I was defying at some nonsensical and loud fake seminar..which some pseudointellectual dude / fake teacher....was selling.
I was refusing at any bull**** 'busywork', and refusing at any premise of fake school.
I *think* the next part....likely leads me to now, retroactively, discern *why* I noted a fake school angle thrown.
Ok. So....gazing forward from a fluid auditorium-style seat..., I viewed at two unknown...and unrecognizable subanime tween / teen 11-14...X_ chromosome type...mortals..gazing at me..... . Caucasians? One.....had..wavy golden brown hair? (*Worries about noting a 30s-40s...wavy-haired Caucasian...walking at the pasture / cottage area...moments ago*).
Ok. (*Inhales and sighs*). So....one of the pair...was 'crying'? (???). That...amidst looking at me, and speaking words?
I could *not* read the one's subanime face, and did not know if I noted the one jealoys, or angry.
*But* *then*....I recoiled in shock...as a wave of emotions emanated forth, and washed over me...from the ahead area...... .
***Protective*** emotions (*recoils*).
The subanime..pair...then got up, and headed toward me?
(*Shakes my head in shock*).
Subanime did not give me a single *iota* of a clue....as to what would happen next?
The subanime part that approached...possibly changed into anime forms, anime forms before 'possibly' 'disintegrating' 'altogether'?
(*Felt my heart wrench (????????)......, that amidst yearning for an accurate and systained Starry Maiden & Celestial Mziden contact event*).
I saw....what appeared to be...a pair of elaborately dressed, petite, and long-haired......female beings....both sit to my lap. That very protectively.
It seemed like I *may* have rudimentarily...perceived beyondvanime beings, a being of the pair..or both..possibly (?) possessing long hair highlights, and both adorned in very long and futuristic / puffy looking floor-length gowns....../ raiments.
Was the pair offering a surge event listening exam???
*If* *only* I had done a surge event, that would have been it?
But I just sat there, confused, with the bulk...of my data processing....shifted / allocated into perceiving...that pair of beings.
Uh oh. I was about to go back to noting subanime soon?
The beings seemed to somehow know, and thoughtfully / caringly moved jyst before?
Yea
With no surge event taking place, the beings rose, and sat to my immediate right.
(*Winces and cringes*).
I noted 'Sta*****', ansmd 'Jo****' dubbing / grafting at the beings....within seconds / a split-second?
The subanime ones / dub ones..kept on stating ' "don't let us waste your time" '..(????), and other such stuff? Was it antireflective / voidial....abandonment bait?
Even Jo*****, that dubs at the being with a successfully present permanent surge event, was saying such?
Well. Here is what I say?
Love is...what love is.
I *can't* prioritize *ME*, and 'abandon' Starry Maiden. The last surge event showed as much.
Just like decades of Celestial Maiden's efforts lead to May's WHOLLY unexpected event, I now...have to do the surge event listening process with Starry Maiden.
(*Suddenly got...very. ...woozy*).
Yea. Love...does not comprimise...when it comes to protecting, support, providing safety / sanctuary.
I can't change that I care. The care....does not 'weaken' or 'change'.
It just flows from me.
Whatever comes of my status / survival, I can't change it.
It's my life mission. My purpose (*felt my nails blaze*).
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