Hmmm.....I note '4:36AM'right now, but I uploaded pictures...last night..... .
I was going to do a post last night, but wooziness...came over me..after a long day of room reorganizing and stuff. (*Remembers that I need to note some hardware stuff gotten online today*). (*Remembers to check heating oil levels later today also.....*).
I was going to do a little report of the day's (Tuesday's) fluid world and or dimension diving...events....after writing up a general post.... .
(*Thinks how to word this post*).
The plan was to talk.....about how my plan for a "Shining Winter" arrangement for this house..... .
A "Shining Winter" arrangement that involves using this house ever boosted / boosting levels of efficiency, and that since I note some 'reset' 'blitzing' 'foce' 'impeding' 'at' any and all attempts by me...to live in peace...on a starship....... .
The plan was to announce how my Yggdrasil Shining Winter arrangement will be to Stage I perhaps by next week........ .
That..so that I could get to making my Yggdrasil Blue Tear L*pis c*bochon......
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...via my D*amond blade r*ck s*w, and my c*bochon machine...... .
(*Heard a sound like movement....to the kitchen, or garage area*). (*Paused a while......, but did not sense 'blatant' 'malevolence'....*).
Too, I was going to mention my plan to restring my electr*c violin
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........as well as a bunch of my instruments, and that so I fully undergo Stage II performance levels...by way of played music...by next year. (*Thinks about a getting a keyboard...next year*).
(*Heard an intense whirring in my ear, as also...something went down in regard to pressure in the air*).
Yea..though. I got woozy....as I noted '11PM'. I worried a bit, because I have been purposefully trying to avoid a 'certain' 'someone's' 'sleeping' 'time'.......for months leading up to now.
*Shrugs*. Let's do a report. I will do a IV day report probably, just to get it done....
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Last Night & Today:
Thinking about Max Burst....., about the Shining Winter arrangement soon to take place for my house, my hearrt was full of hope last night.... . I thought about all the options this house allows me in regard to the paths of many areas of study.
I decided to go ahead and live like I would on a starship...now & here, and now hold back like before? That....since I have noticed a unrelenting force fight 'tooth' 'and' 'nail' to 'stop' 'at' my peaceful starship living dreams, and that since I notice a force dead set on 'resets' (mainly oriented around '1990's' or 'P*kemon') 'at' my timeline.
I got an unexpected sneak peak of what I could do last night, and generated ***VISIBLE*** MANA (!?!?!!!?!) in a semi-controlled way in my bedroom last night. (Lol. If *only* my mobile phone camera was to have a "live-feed" activation from some "secret agency", the visuals would definitely have been caught. Oh well).
Yea... . Lying back in bed, I focused my mind...on thoughts of the music to be made next year / during my Yggdrasil Shining Winter..... . I meditated on the sounds / tones...from within my being that seemed to be like "aura oscillations" with a character / tone...much like that of a human voice?
I decided to guide the sounds, and make "vocal chords" that sounded like high pitch and medium pitch human.....voices. Definite effects happened IRL... . Initially.....the air got veerh charged.., and charged with the energy of hope and optimism. My body crackled with electricity, and energy, and admittedly I was concerned for the house & electronics.....but I pushed on.
!!!!! A sensation took place for my upper and lower back, and I perceived the undrrpinnings of a white expanse event...as I also.....experienced "inner visuals" involving...very large and very long wings.....erupting from my back. IV wings... .
As soon as I, amidst meditation, "tweaked" the vocal chord mix.......it happened? As I was imagining / writing vocal chord combinations, and seeming hearing them realtime on some level, (!!!!!) ***VERY***.......bright bursts of light took place in my bedroom.... . Even with my eyes closed, my right eye perceived a burst of light...so sudden.., and so bright, that my eye ached.......deeply...... . I opened my eyes in confusion, a saw what seemed like trailing away...literal light. The tones continuednon though.
Closing my eyes again, I meditated...more..., and focused on using the mysterious tones to "make music". Music that revealed my true nature, and the plane of existence I am from. Opening my eyes as I next perceived brightness yet again, I ***SAW*** a very bright...and floating....starlike orb...floating beside my bed...... .
Was a person present?
The air was full of sanctuary type energy patterns...... . Within moments of seeing the orb, my visual data processing had issues again....... . But yea. I actually saw it O_O....... .
I am still not sure if I materialized a literal white "star" (in a contained state)..., or if I saw an actual *person*. (Seems actual sentiwnce....may require, by default and by minimum, the energy level of a literal star.....(just for the most basic and rudimentary levels).....anyway.....).
True to form though, as soon as any sort of mana materializations take place for this rralm (in it's current incarnation), a total collapse takes place....... .
I guess that took place???? (????????????).
Did I hear voice...???? Hmmm????!? Where was I???? As I opened my eyes next, I was a little groggy...... . Was somebody trying to talk to me....???
Hmmmm. Groggily blinking, I noticed / noted a figure...talking about a 'P*kemon'? (*Winces*). A bipedal 'P*kemon'...,that had red scales, and was supposed to be of a 'evolution' 'line' like that of 'Sn*runt' and 'Fr**tlass'..??? The 'P*kemon' was apparently a 'Dr*gon' 'type' and a 'Fighting' 'type'.
Why was everything so dark? Yea... . The event was about the deepest black expanse..event....in recent memory..... .
A powerful force was, so powerful it was 'worrisome', 'was' 'watching' 'at' me.......???? 'Planning' 'at' me???
I was about to reach my way forward, but suddenly halted (!!!) as I found myself staring in shock in "waist-deep" water (!!!!!!). I gasped in shock...., but not due to the water???
I beheld what seemed like a morning setting to some 'P*kemon' 'world' 'lake' (!?!?!??!)...., I noticed (!?!??!) a 'smiling' and 'happy' 'anime' 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' (?!?!!!!?)......standing at the area in front of me...... . !?!?!?!?!?.
What!?!?!??
Looking to my right side some ways, I noticed like a 'Psyd*ck' (!?!??), and then looking left, in panic a bit, I spotted at 'Br*ck'.
The moment was *very* serious for me. I worried for my future...(*heard a clang sound in the house walls*).
Lol. The 'l*l' 'D*wn' was 'ecst*tic', and (*grimaces*) even seemed to 'laugh' as some unknown and 'jelly-like' 'P*kemon' just suddenly decided to 'eat' or 'engulf' 'Dawn's' 'white' 'cap' 'and' 'head' (!?!?!?).
I heard noise at my left? Hmmmm..... . A 'Cl*yster' that was on a leash held by 'Br*ck' started going crazy, and tugging dude around the lake? (*Shakes my head*). I guess I was overwhelmed, and my starlike form...popped (causing me to literally view at 'Ash' 'grafted' 'at' my body).... .
Uhh...(*cringe*) 'Brock's' 'Cl*yster' seemed to be trying to devour the 'Psyd*ck', and seems like some sort of leash (???) of the 'Psyduck' was somehow attached at my person (*sighs*). Lol. I listened at 'Br*ck' trying to 'calm' the crazed beast.......a while..as it drug him behind it.... .
'L*ttle' 'D*wn' just seemed to be 'v*ry' 'happy' and 'was' 'chilling' (?????).
I was ready to go back home........(*questioned an eerie an apolgetic glow...sensation experienced for my fingernails*).
(*Thinks carefully*). Some force reacted at my sentiment? I *clearly* heard at the force that was behind the 'reset', a '***MALE***' 'voice', that began to 'reinforce' the 'reset' 'blitz'......... .
A black expanse event...likely caused by me was closing in, so the water was fading to black if not disassembled.....altogether... .
The dude 'wouldn't' have it?
Speaking 'English', an extremely powerful male, a 'youngish' male that was bebind the 'P*kemon' 'stuff', starting reciting 'spell-like' words, and even 'tried' to erase 'at,' '***ALL***'....of my memory.
He was mentioning stuff about or like ' " 'go forth....now.....and continue....with your lives~~~.....!!!' " '..........? With every fiber of my being..I could detect that 'dude' '***DIDN'T***' want me to make it back to the mountain sanctuary. He wanted me to 'm*rry' (*laughs......*)....=^_^=....to 'l*ttle' 'D*wny'........and 'be' 'h*ppy' 'together'.
The force did not have the power to erase my memories though, no.
I remember....viewing below at 'Dawn', 'Ash' ('grafted' 'at' me / my bipedal body below)......, and s well the cracking apart anime landscape (that was reduced to reddish and black....shades)..... . But I laughed, cackled even, as I noted 'Br*ck' changed into some unknown XX chromosome type of a 'high-anime' basis...that appeared to sitting...whilst wearing a perhaps very poofy ballroom gown... . Did he change into 'Sh*lltears'? (Looolololololol). (*Recalls at the silhouette of a very very very long ponytail....had by the one*).
Yuck. The entity was a fighter? As if *everything* was being revealed, I found myself standing in darkness again, and gravely worried...... . I was back to standing in a black expanse....... . Ahead of me though, I noticed the 'reddish' 'dragon' 'P*kemon' that was having severe problems......materializing a 'head'.
'Br*ck' 'must' be a 'clone' 'at' the spiky-haired blonde being......, and a 'form' of 'BOF' 'N*na'??? I say that, because I detected at his approach.......and yet the approach of 'BOF' 'N*na' simultaneously.....as I stood in the darkness.... . I was disoriented, and trying to make way to the mountain sanctuary...... .
After watching at the strange beast...that stood at the area before me...having materialization problems, I noticed an unceremonious dumping of the '1995-1996' (*cringe*)...'eighth' 'grade' (*groans*) 'middle' 'school' 'classroom'....... . The force that sought the P*kenon reset failed, and thus went for a '1995-1996' 'setting'???
[[[[This is very serious.......(now I have discerned and tracked at 'two' 'targets', and as such....O have to decide if I will prepare to note 'war')]]].
*Wipes my brow wearily......, uncertain if I can report any more events from preceding days in this post....now..*.
Within moments..I viewed at fake schoolkids fill the classroom, and indeed......viewed at a complete 'reset' 'blitz'...... . The dragon entity disappeared, and instead I noted unrecognizable subanime juveniles. I even noticed a 'tween' 'grafted' 'at' my perception.....of my own body. Struggling with my meories, I staggered about for a moment....... . The 'D*wn' was present as one of the subanime juveniles....., but I was so disoriented..that I just staggered about in a stupor of sorts. I may have noticed some of the mortals, the juveniles, try to pile up all of my handwritten notes (in my IRL mountain sanctuary) to a tall table / desk, and light them on fire? (*Gazes very carefully to my right*). *Nods*. Items that anchor me to my timeline...had been appearing in the location....... .
(*Recalks noting some Caucasian XX chromosone types) aporoaching and speaking at me*)
Confused for some reason, I tried to sprinkle some sort of crystalline powder...(that would not burn) to a roll of toilet paper, and placed the roll to the papers (my Yggdrasil series written notes and illustrations????) as I noted a 'fire' 'rage'. Was the force angry? The ones were 'breaking' 'kayfabe', and no fire alarm even sounded........? The setting kept shifting from daylight, to night......as I watched at the strange 'fire'.
The roll I placed down (and likely from my IRL bathroom) would not burn (lol)....., not for a long while anyway... . It even seemed like I noticed the 'fire' 'negated' soon.......after .
(*Remembers how I blocked at some of the strange fire that wafted at my way with a hanging shirt or jacket sleeve....*).
(*Remembers at some strange and handicapped boy..announcing some 'M. Pasternak' (?????!???? 'who') 'house' 'fire'......*).
The juveniles seemed to clear the room some while later, but me, I was looking for c*bochon machine machine parts, and still clinging to the memory of the mountain sanctuary. Clutching eeerie and heavy metal parts that materialized to a deak before me, I staggered about......not remembering any of the 'old' 'locker' 'assignments' of the '1990's'.
Urgh. The' '1990's' 'high' 'school' 'srarted' 'phasing' 'in' 'as' a / the setting?
I just staggered about confused and disoriented, and clutched to the memory or making c*bochons.
As I staggered at the '1998-1999' 'high' 'school' 'astronomy' classroom, I viwed at strange and disjointed 'lockers'. An unknown subanime XX chromosone type teen, maybe with yellowish and wavy shoulder length hair..., stood at an area near, and the one just started removing the shirt....'randomly'. I did not even look......, and focused on getting home (seriously).
I soon found myself back to the mountain sanctuary........ .
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(*Remembers to take some L*ng Zhi in a moment*).
Yea... . I am locked at a 'target' after tonight's event.
Some force wants me to 'be' 'a' 'guuuuuuuuud' 'little' 'b*yfriend' (*notices the sensation of my fangs gleaming*).
Oooooooooh~~~!!!! (*Remembers*).
I was back to the mountain sanctuary, as stated above, but I noted (?????) a.....presence or 'a' 'presence'. Seems I may have noted 'D*wn' 'trying' to cuddle at me, nestle at me??? Even as I lifted up the mobile phone......and checked the time...... . I struggled to stay awake, but got up and made sure the water pipes did not freeze.....(by runningg the taps from the natural spring).
Hnmmm. I will hold typing for now. Maybe I am in shock......a little bit..... .
Yea....some force 'wants' me 'to' 'be'.......'a' 'guuuuuuuuuuuuuuud' 'b*yfriend'. One that 'avoids' 'at' directly facing me.
I may be in shock right now, but I can already telk you that I am going to focus in training. I have actually been ho!ding back (till my house gets assembled and stocked IRL).
I have still....hardly even shown my true hand, and time only boosts my abilities....=^_^=.