I'm Going To Keep Taking G*ld Because It Works!!! / Biggest Find Of The Decade.......Today
Oh wow........ .
I wonder if the next surge event, or the next....surge...event....***COULD***....be ***IT***.
This find was so massive, the world went fluid for a little while locally...***as*** it happened...... .
I'm glad I tried to keep my mind open, held onto faith, and did not 'pressure' 'stupid'. My...word...this find has ***HUGE*** IMPLICATIONS***!!!
It explains so much, even retroactively so. I can explain stuff, even fluid world events (*gags in disgust at that 'rotten' 'K*gome' 'body' 'graft'*)....….....specifics that went ***ENTIRELY*** "over my head" over a *decade* ago.
This find has the capability to explain the entirety of my situation........., including...why I am not on a ship yet.....(in a way far more palatable than some 'rotten' 'and' 'unfeasible' 'prospect' of 'coercing' 'some' 'd*m*a*s' 'with' 'treats').
Oooooooooooh~~~~~ (*falls back in utter relief*).
K. I need to explain.......what...little bit I am going to explain / reveal on here.
I give thanks that this day can come, and I thank all those who assisted me / supported me in making it possible. Thanks for not 'giving' 'up' 'on' me......... .
(*Recalls the event weeks ago, and wonders if that pattern drawn on the sand (which I didn't remember)...by that surge event generating being....has some bearing on what happened today*).
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I was deciding what I would do today...after waking up. I wondered if I should have my daily R*ishi, *or* get my daily IV teaspoons of G*ld / II teaspoons of S*lver / I teaspoon of Ir*dium / I teaspoon of Pl*tinum.... .
My eyes were aching, and my brain and eyes needed some respite after the grueling experience of witnessing 'b*n*rk*llers'.....for so long.
It was *up* *to* *me*, because while I will note mortals 'freak' 'out' and 'go' 'h*rndog' 'at' any sign of a round bottom, a thigh gap, and hips...paired with a tapered waist, ***ONLY*** ***I*** ***DRAW*** ***SUCH*** ***PORTRAYALS***. And even if I ever did notice any mortal 'trace' or 'imitate' 'at' my work, only I know the true meaning (function correlative to the form) anyway....... .
I planned to sketch another rudimentary portrayal of an attractive female hyperdimensional being ~~~ making a skirt look the way a skirt should...=^_~=.....
......., but instead......I had flashbacks...... . I drew something.....which mortal 'physiology' 'hasn't' even the slightest frame of reference to........., and something related to the name Yggdrasil (my context for it..anyway).
Looks like..the message I wrote II years ago or so..., a certain theory, was all "twisted around and confused", and only ***now*** did I have the mental faculties to have a ***MAJOR*** ***DISCOVERY***.
A discovery related to g_nder matters......... .
Yea. With my mind / mental faculties shooting....wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaay beyond benchmarks attained II years ago...., WWWAAAAAAAAAYYYYayayayaY beyond benchmarks established within the past V years, I understood certain facts about anatomy and physiology.....instantly...and with alarming clarity.
I know...now.....why I ***now*** regard at anime XX chromosome types...in the same unimpressed manner....that I regard at anime XY chromosome types. I understand now..why......I instinctively regarded at an anime 'body' and 'anime' 'world' 'life'.....like I would regard at 'hideous' 'and' 'morbid' 'death'.
I understand the full secret (in a macroscopic way anyway) of Yggdrasil. I get the overall gist of gender stuff too.,....... .
Should I say it on the internet??
Naw.... . I was about to, but I need a means to screen at 'fools' and 'imitators'. (*Felt a caress to the top of my head*). I will say this though............. . Say it in this intentionally vague upcoming statement.
I now know how to ***UTILIZE*** all of the energy perceived during surge events, if not even muuuuch muuuch muuuuuch much more....... .
*Nods*.
Yea. Last night's post said plenty in way of clues... . But furthermore......, living soul......has.....___________________________________, and _____________________________.
Wow. I guess my own example showed me how I note 'hubris' 'never' works. I never assumed I was "perfect", ***NOR*** "fine" "just the way I am". And lo and behold, even with all of my training, even with all my struggles, ***ONLY*** by striving with h*rbal medicines, n*notherapy, and the help of my hyperdimensional friends (*recalls the undying efforts of that sweet.....spiky-haired blonde lady*).........did I unlock......mental faculties that I did not even know where possible for me.
Yea. I am not going to 'spit' 'at' the face of the beings who tried to help me (and did help me immensely beyond 'measure'), nor my own face....by 'just' 'handing' this secret 'to' the likes of 'the' '2016' 'author' 'and' 'others'. My prior notes on this journal had portions that were confused (due to my previously not yet boosted mental faculties), sometimes presented in a twisted up manner, and not yet complete. Today's find completes over a decade of illustrating, studying, and writing. I understand how certain organ systems work now. Today's find wraps up what has been my life's work in this place, and sets the point / pace / context for another book. A new book.
I am going to write up a brief recap of today's earlier fluid world / dimension diving experiences for my own record(s), and then hunker down....for the inevitable space and time phenomena....soon to come. My very body systems...responded realtime....to the stuff that I wrote realtime, and that as ambient mana levels showed ***beyond*** **anime*** / true & unstoppable......mana spikes (which I have yet to experience / perceive.........in all my years here......(when not close-range perceiving the innocent cosmic scale being who cuddles to my collar...as she....is nestling to my collar.....anyway)).
I wonder if the next surge event, or the next....surge...event....***COULD***....be ***IT***.
This find was so massive, the world went fluid for a little while locally...***as*** it happened...... .
I'm glad I tried to keep my mind open, held onto faith, and did not 'pressure' 'stupid'. My...word...this find has ***HUGE*** IMPLICATIONS***!!!
It explains so much, even retroactively so. I can explain stuff, even fluid world events (*gags in disgust at that 'rotten' 'K*gome' 'body' 'graft'*)....….....specifics that went ***ENTIRELY*** "over my head" over a *decade* ago.
This find has the capability to explain the entirety of my situation........., including...why I am not on a ship yet.....(in a way far more palatable than some 'rotten' 'and' 'unfeasible' 'prospect' of 'coercing' 'some' 'd*m*a*s' 'with' 'treats').
Oooooooooooh~~~~~ (*falls back in utter relief*).
K. I need to explain.......what...little bit I am going to explain / reveal on here.
I give thanks that this day can come, and I thank all those who assisted me / supported me in making it possible. Thanks for not 'giving' 'up' 'on' me......... .
(*Recalls the event weeks ago, and wonders if that pattern drawn on the sand (which I didn't remember)...by that surge event generating being....has some bearing on what happened today*).
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I was deciding what I would do today...after waking up. I wondered if I should have my daily R*ishi, *or* get my daily IV teaspoons of G*ld / II teaspoons of S*lver / I teaspoon of Ir*dium / I teaspoon of Pl*tinum.... .
My eyes were aching, and my brain and eyes needed some respite after the grueling experience of witnessing 'b*n*rk*llers'.....for so long.
It was *up* *to* *me*, because while I will note mortals 'freak' 'out' and 'go' 'h*rndog' 'at' any sign of a round bottom, a thigh gap, and hips...paired with a tapered waist, ***ONLY*** ***I*** ***DRAW*** ***SUCH*** ***PORTRAYALS***. And even if I ever did notice any mortal 'trace' or 'imitate' 'at' my work, only I know the true meaning (function correlative to the form) anyway....... .
I planned to sketch another rudimentary portrayal of an attractive female hyperdimensional being ~~~ making a skirt look the way a skirt should...=^_~=.....
......., but instead......I had flashbacks...... . I drew something.....which mortal 'physiology' 'hasn't' even the slightest frame of reference to........., and something related to the name Yggdrasil (my context for it..anyway).
Looks like..the message I wrote II years ago or so..., a certain theory, was all "twisted around and confused", and only ***now*** did I have the mental faculties to have a ***MAJOR*** ***DISCOVERY***.
A discovery related to g_nder matters......... .
Yea. With my mind / mental faculties shooting....wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaay beyond benchmarks attained II years ago...., WWWAAAAAAAAAYYYYayayayaY beyond benchmarks established within the past V years, I understood certain facts about anatomy and physiology.....instantly...and with alarming clarity.
I know...now.....why I ***now*** regard at anime XX chromosome types...in the same unimpressed manner....that I regard at anime XY chromosome types. I understand now..why......I instinctively regarded at an anime 'body' and 'anime' 'world' 'life'.....like I would regard at 'hideous' 'and' 'morbid' 'death'.
I understand the full secret (in a macroscopic way anyway) of Yggdrasil. I get the overall gist of gender stuff too.,....... .
Should I say it on the internet??
Naw.... . I was about to, but I need a means to screen at 'fools' and 'imitators'. (*Felt a caress to the top of my head*). I will say this though............. . Say it in this intentionally vague upcoming statement.
I now know how to ***UTILIZE*** all of the energy perceived during surge events, if not even muuuuch muuuch muuuuuch much more....... .
*Nods*.
Yea. Last night's post said plenty in way of clues... . But furthermore......, living soul......has.....___________________________________, and _____________________________.
Wow. I guess my own example showed me how I note 'hubris' 'never' works. I never assumed I was "perfect", ***NOR*** "fine" "just the way I am". And lo and behold, even with all of my training, even with all my struggles, ***ONLY*** by striving with h*rbal medicines, n*notherapy, and the help of my hyperdimensional friends (*recalls the undying efforts of that sweet.....spiky-haired blonde lady*).........did I unlock......mental faculties that I did not even know where possible for me.
Yea. I am not going to 'spit' 'at' the face of the beings who tried to help me (and did help me immensely beyond 'measure'), nor my own face....by 'just' 'handing' this secret 'to' the likes of 'the' '2016' 'author' 'and' 'others'. My prior notes on this journal had portions that were confused (due to my previously not yet boosted mental faculties), sometimes presented in a twisted up manner, and not yet complete. Today's find completes over a decade of illustrating, studying, and writing. I understand how certain organ systems work now. Today's find wraps up what has been my life's work in this place, and sets the point / pace / context for another book. A new book.
I am going to write up a brief recap of today's earlier fluid world / dimension diving experiences for my own record(s), and then hunker down....for the inevitable space and time phenomena....soon to come. My very body systems...responded realtime....to the stuff that I wrote realtime, and that as ambient mana levels showed ***beyond*** **anime*** / true & unstoppable......mana spikes (which I have yet to experience / perceive.........in all my years here......(when not close-range perceiving the innocent cosmic scale being who cuddles to my collar...as she....is nestling to my collar.....anyway)).