So...The Day Or Days....Before The Other Day..... / My Latest Awakening And Transformation.....

Oct 11, 2018 07:25

(*Calmly took IV teaspoons of G*ld, II of S*lver, I of Pl_t_num, and I of I_id*um.....*).

I have held...reporting a recent...event...for a couple days, although now I realize I indirectly reported it yesterday......by way of my words and demeanor.... .

But last night.....

image Click to view



...., amidst noting The Sw*tch and the music / media posted above, and even much later, the weight of a new....awakening / mental schema....was upon me.

K. The event.... .

So...a couple days ago..., maybe even Monday (???), I was trying to get some sleep amidst a black expanse event.... . I was in covers, and maybe resting upon my side...on a dark / black firmament...., and jist trying to catch some sleep rest / sleep.....whilst maintaining my hold on the current / my current timeline.... .

Warily...I peered, peripherally, at two fake family 'member' 'N*groes' from the '90's', one of which had / has a 'history' of 'changing' into 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'.

I clearly remember....keeping my guard up in case I needed to get up quickly and defend myself.... .

But alas...what happened next happened.... .

My eyes snapped open as I detected at some 'crazily' 'stamping' 'feet', but as I prrpared to get up, it was as if I noted strange forces....., tons of force, crashing down at my location. (*Shakes my head*) (lol). A fake payrent started slamming at the side of my head with some sort of 'war' 'mattock'....? My defense fields held, but I ppaced my palm over my face / the side of my head anyway....., and I guess I noted six to eight...crazed...bashing attacks.....'at' my head and face..... .

The attacker's strikes were based upon 'frustration', 'anger', and 'insecurities'. Hmmmm...... . I got tired at the 'limitations' the 'fake' 'Negro' 'XY' 'chromosome' 'type' 'body' 'imposes' 'at' my performance, and with that in mind, I fully resisted at the attacker's strikes..and whatever nasty....'antigraviton' 'power' 'it' 'had' and I rose to my feet...ready to unleash....my full defensive capacities... . Yea, but I noticed the 'enemy' 'flee' 'in' 'cowardice'...... .

Usually....black expanse events are perceived as quite peaceful........ .

(*Remembers now.....that before the frozen world event which I reported yesterday, I noticed the 'same' 'attacker', 'in' 'a' 'hysterical' 'state', 'give' 'a' 'token' 'apology'.......*).

Well..., as embarrassed as I am to admit it, as always...after witnessing a 'particularly' 'ferocious' 'attack', I transform, transform and notice "immunity".

K. Trigger warning...... .

I am realizing any 'sh****ng', 'men****ting', and 'a**onia' 'p*****g' 'mortal' 'is' 'an' 'enemy', 'especially' 'any' of that 'entire' 'P*kemon' 'D**n' 'subanime' 'or' 'anime' 'existential' 'lineage'.

Me? I have trained for over a decade, and I have not even revealed the bulk of my identity or...knowledge on this internet...... .

But I know things........ .

I know truths...that can literally shake the very foundations of existence...... .

I have the frame of mind that clearly discerns disgusting 'm*ting' and 'reproduction' 'falsehoods' 'accused' 'at' my true form's nature....are merely the 'faulty' 'and' 'erroneous' 'creations' 'of' 'man'. (*Recalls my form that has those star-like blazing nail emission traits........*).

I know the truth....., and that as I witness 'limp-wristed' 'soyboys'......and 'passive' 'aggresive'.....'evil' 'w*rpigs'. I know the truth that the original f*males of that infinite scale overdimensional plane....have a body design centered around ***DEFENSE***. ***INDOMITABLE*** ***DEFENSE***. Impervious and indomitable......mental, spiritual, emotional, and physical defense....... . (Which 'soyboys' 'obviously' 'don't' embody).

I know the truth..., the truth that is centered around the fact...that only..beings who could slice entire stars in half, entire galaxies in half......, can deserve to be called....or even suggested...as being female. (That is the standard).

I know the truth, so I should act on it...and apply it?

Me? I am crawling on a chilling, startling, and yet rewarding road toward the deepest truths of existence, whilst I note 'mankind' 'isn't' even on that road / track.

It's time that I try to grow up?

Yea. No giving any chances to 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'...... . No waiting on / for 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'.

(*Shakes my head*).

..... .

There is no 'equ*lism'. The 'very' 'concept' 'of' equalism' 'is' 'false' and 'warped'. An objective observer can witness beings in existence who are unrivaled in scope, scale, and art utterly perfect. All the same, an objective observer can witness 'utter' 'failures' 'that' 'never' 'did' 'nor' 'never' will........do anything right.

(*Shakes my head in disgust*).

(*Thinks back*).

Because I felt peace and order inside my being / heart, I had no frame of reference to 'chaos' and 'disorder'? Becahse I experienced love in my heart, I had no frame of reference to 'depression' or 'hatred'?

I was naive...... .

K. I guess the coming times....shall be interesting... . (*Thinks about my true form.....*).

Time to go back to my path I was on......as I noted Spring...II years ago, and had this plane shifted to a golden expanse (as my actual form was revealed on this plane). I was on the path I needed to be on back then, but I was still naïve...... .

I did not anticipate the horrendous 'mindgame' dangers posed by 'anime' 'level' 'foes'...... .

fake dawn, planning for the future, true form, knowledge, defense protocols

Previous post Next post
Up