Breath Of Life....... / Understanding.....What It Takes To Access My True Abilities...., But......
Maybe I am a little backlogged?
Hmmmmm....... .
These screencaps are from yesterday...... .
Truth be told, I really love to study at ___ _____________ 'types'..... .
I have learned so much (in a reverse engineering kind of way)..... .
Hmmm? Those screencaps? Like I said, I get to be open....about my abilities IRL. No 'RP', no 'games'.
(*Went to the door to go get the gallon of G*ld, and the S*lver....and Ir*dium*).
K. Let's go ahead and springboard into the subject matter...... .
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Remember my theory about the potential spilling over of the tiniest of tiny.....Infiniversal Routing Expanse effects?
Hmmmmm....... .
https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation-now/2018/10/09/hurricane-michael-am-image-skull-center-storm/1584431002/?utm_source=feedblitz&utm_medium=FeedBlitzRss&utm_campaign=usatoday-newstopstories
(*Cringes*). As it stands, if I can not currently slice through a h*rricane IRL, how am I supposed to deactivate the Infiniversal Routing Expanse? (Which may be pan-galactic in scale).
(Now to tie up the intro screencaps...into what I am saying).
(*Inhales and sighs*).
Sadly for me to proceed with my journay, I may need to walk through "the valley of shadows"........ . Yea. An' 'XY' 'chromosome' 'type' 'male' 'isn't' even designed...for what I need to do...... . (An 'XX' 'chromosome' 'type' is no better).
I have been sitti.....I have been just standing..around...whilst harboring....some sort of ultimate tier knowledge...for many years now...., and, as embarrassing....(*experiences a blazing sensation of embarrassment and shame*)....as it is, I think I know why..... .
I think I was seeking....love..., or friendship, or something...... .
Embracing my true abilities would mean me witnessing the extreme hatred of subanime and anime...'mankind' 'alike', and even that 'old' 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' 'hating' 'at' me...., 'brandishing' 'scorn' 'at' me, 'ignoring' 'at' me, and dumping 'objectifying' 'garbage' 'treatment' 'at' me...... .
But you know what? Yesterday (and within the latest year), amidst noting how 'cheap' and how 'shallow'......'mankind's' 'fickle' 'acceptance' 'is', I just didn't give a single.........truck......in regard to 'what' 'mankind' or even 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' 'thinks'.
I don't give a single truck..in regard to 'those' 'ones'' 'feeeeelz'.
See the above Messenger screencaps? Fact is, I note XX chromosome types'' 'feeeeeeeeeelz' 'threatened' 'at' the presence of any 'XX' 'chromosome' 'type' that would be 'called' 'prettier' 'than' 'em'. *SO*....soooooo long as I present my abilities / maintain frame.......utilizing a disguise (whereby I note a 'buff' 'Negro' 'meathead' 'male' 'grafted' 'at' me......(rather than some anime bimbo)).....I'll notice 'h*rniness' instead of 'scorn'. (*Shakes my head*).
Yea. And as it goes now, I don't give a single truck..... .
'H*rniness' 'or' 'hate', I don't give a single truck....... .
(*Notices the sensation of my nails blazing in defiance*).
'D*wn's' 'hatred'? I don't give a single truck.
'D*wn's' 'h*rniness'? I don't give a single truck.
Me? I'm bout doing my work, doing my mission, and now.......(*sighs*), as such I guess, I am emotionally ready to face...what needs to be done (*exhales*).
........ .
So........last night, some type of event went down...... . Something like a black expanse event and worldwide flip event....that had me turned upside-down.....and then falling...amidst a sensation of heavy gravity. And that.....after I witnessed the strange 'N*gro' 'crone' that is 'idrectly' 'linked' to 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'.
Some type of "shadow realm" version of this place....reloaded, a dark......place that sort of seemed to have "time" phenomena going on...... . For some moments it was exploring at a 'creepy' 'sunless' 'world'....., and specifically some 'S*nset' 'P*rk'....'W*lm*ngton' 'area' 'locatiom' near 'L*gion' 'St*dium'.
Some cast-iron stove and oven setup was in the area.... .
But also, racks of (*squints*) clothes, like dresses and blouses... . Was I in a boutique? (*Shakes head*).
Walking forward, I froze.....as I witnessed...a......visual (*blinks*). I witnessed a visual that seemed like a dark-skinned.....animesque figure that had spiky purplish hair, perhaps (???) glasses..., and like a black....formal gown or dress..... . Did I sense energy somehow??? Dimensional energy??? (*Thinks about my latest theory regarding "phases"....*). Refusing at some stupid 'narration' that suggested I "saw a sticker"..., I leaned closer.....and peered downward.... . (*Blinks*). The figure (*blinks*)....seemed to be still, and yet seemed to have moved...all the same? Actually, the figure seemed to have bunched up the formal skirts...amidst precariously leaning / peering forward.....as if (??¡?!?!) peering upon me (!?!?!?!) from...from...another "phase layer" of this / that...plane....... .
Hmmmm..... . I sensed friendliness......(*blinks*)...as I peered closer? (*Remembers the leg alignment traits noticed, likely indicative of me witnessing....., possibly, anime limits hip traits...or maybe even beyond*).
My data processing levels suddenly struggled though.., so I walked...onward...until I froze again.... .
Directly in front of me, seemingly....on the floor, twas another phenomena taking place.
Hmmm? I noticed an animesque....dark-skinned tweenish figure....wearing a sorta....low.....bust ppacement.....denim dress....attire (with perhaps also a jacket...).
I got kinda nervous, and immediately turned around.....and headed for the stove which had pizza (!!) (*facepalms*) nearby.... .
Reaching the mountain sanctuary eventually, and very woozy..and exerted, I took some herbal medicines..for stamina support, as well as my G*ld / Pl*tinum / S*lver / Irid**m. And late into the hours.......I began to face some facts about myself. Like how I never seem to access my true abilities whenever I choose notice a 'Negro' 'male' 'grafted' 'at' me, and how ***VAST*** amounts of energy are going to be likely needed to slice into the Infiniversal Routing Expanse....... .
So...., for an initial time in a year or more, I tried to, IRL, meditate on my ***ACTUAL*** form. Yes, and doing so.....seemed to involve..me diving through layers and layers of frozen over perception / perceptual centers.
That is when I saw....(*blinks*) something......... .
I am going to hold talking about it on hete.....in any sort of detail....., since the knowledge and the experience is / was the "grail" of all my work.
I get it now though, and I am ready. I am ready to witness 'hate', 'hate' 'at' my true nature, my true form, and my true identity..... . An identity that can slice through h*rricanes, slice through stars, slive through galaxies, and hopefully.....slice through Infiniversal Routing Expanses.
This post may seem a little vague, but it is setting up context for later, and this h*rricane...or it's related event(s) got me really...sleepy...so I am going to nap now.
Hmmmmm....... .
These screencaps are from yesterday...... .
Truth be told, I really love to study at ___ _____________ 'types'..... .
I have learned so much (in a reverse engineering kind of way)..... .
Hmmm? Those screencaps? Like I said, I get to be open....about my abilities IRL. No 'RP', no 'games'.
(*Went to the door to go get the gallon of G*ld, and the S*lver....and Ir*dium*).
K. Let's go ahead and springboard into the subject matter...... .
----------------------------------------------------------
Remember my theory about the potential spilling over of the tiniest of tiny.....Infiniversal Routing Expanse effects?
Hmmmmm....... .
https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation-now/2018/10/09/hurricane-michael-am-image-skull-center-storm/1584431002/?utm_source=feedblitz&utm_medium=FeedBlitzRss&utm_campaign=usatoday-newstopstories
(*Cringes*). As it stands, if I can not currently slice through a h*rricane IRL, how am I supposed to deactivate the Infiniversal Routing Expanse? (Which may be pan-galactic in scale).
(Now to tie up the intro screencaps...into what I am saying).
(*Inhales and sighs*).
Sadly for me to proceed with my journay, I may need to walk through "the valley of shadows"........ . Yea. An' 'XY' 'chromosome' 'type' 'male' 'isn't' even designed...for what I need to do...... . (An 'XX' 'chromosome' 'type' is no better).
I have been sitti.....I have been just standing..around...whilst harboring....some sort of ultimate tier knowledge...for many years now...., and, as embarrassing....(*experiences a blazing sensation of embarrassment and shame*)....as it is, I think I know why..... .
I think I was seeking....love..., or friendship, or something...... .
Embracing my true abilities would mean me witnessing the extreme hatred of subanime and anime...'mankind' 'alike', and even that 'old' 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' 'hating' 'at' me...., 'brandishing' 'scorn' 'at' me, 'ignoring' 'at' me, and dumping 'objectifying' 'garbage' 'treatment' 'at' me...... .
But you know what? Yesterday (and within the latest year), amidst noting how 'cheap' and how 'shallow'......'mankind's' 'fickle' 'acceptance' 'is', I just didn't give a single.........truck......in regard to 'what' 'mankind' or even 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' 'thinks'.
I don't give a single truck..in regard to 'those' 'ones'' 'feeeeelz'.
See the above Messenger screencaps? Fact is, I note XX chromosome types'' 'feeeeeeeeeelz' 'threatened' 'at' the presence of any 'XX' 'chromosome' 'type' that would be 'called' 'prettier' 'than' 'em'. *SO*....soooooo long as I present my abilities / maintain frame.......utilizing a disguise (whereby I note a 'buff' 'Negro' 'meathead' 'male' 'grafted' 'at' me......(rather than some anime bimbo)).....I'll notice 'h*rniness' instead of 'scorn'. (*Shakes my head*).
Yea. And as it goes now, I don't give a single truck..... .
'H*rniness' 'or' 'hate', I don't give a single truck....... .
(*Notices the sensation of my nails blazing in defiance*).
'D*wn's' 'hatred'? I don't give a single truck.
'D*wn's' 'h*rniness'? I don't give a single truck.
Me? I'm bout doing my work, doing my mission, and now.......(*sighs*), as such I guess, I am emotionally ready to face...what needs to be done (*exhales*).
........ .
So........last night, some type of event went down...... . Something like a black expanse event and worldwide flip event....that had me turned upside-down.....and then falling...amidst a sensation of heavy gravity. And that.....after I witnessed the strange 'N*gro' 'crone' that is 'idrectly' 'linked' to 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'.
Some type of "shadow realm" version of this place....reloaded, a dark......place that sort of seemed to have "time" phenomena going on...... . For some moments it was exploring at a 'creepy' 'sunless' 'world'....., and specifically some 'S*nset' 'P*rk'....'W*lm*ngton' 'area' 'locatiom' near 'L*gion' 'St*dium'.
Some cast-iron stove and oven setup was in the area.... .
But also, racks of (*squints*) clothes, like dresses and blouses... . Was I in a boutique? (*Shakes head*).
Walking forward, I froze.....as I witnessed...a......visual (*blinks*). I witnessed a visual that seemed like a dark-skinned.....animesque figure that had spiky purplish hair, perhaps (???) glasses..., and like a black....formal gown or dress..... . Did I sense energy somehow??? Dimensional energy??? (*Thinks about my latest theory regarding "phases"....*). Refusing at some stupid 'narration' that suggested I "saw a sticker"..., I leaned closer.....and peered downward.... . (*Blinks*). The figure (*blinks*)....seemed to be still, and yet seemed to have moved...all the same? Actually, the figure seemed to have bunched up the formal skirts...amidst precariously leaning / peering forward.....as if (??¡?!?!) peering upon me (!?!?!?!) from...from...another "phase layer" of this / that...plane....... .
Hmmmm..... . I sensed friendliness......(*blinks*)...as I peered closer? (*Remembers the leg alignment traits noticed, likely indicative of me witnessing....., possibly, anime limits hip traits...or maybe even beyond*).
My data processing levels suddenly struggled though.., so I walked...onward...until I froze again.... .
Directly in front of me, seemingly....on the floor, twas another phenomena taking place.
Hmmm? I noticed an animesque....dark-skinned tweenish figure....wearing a sorta....low.....bust ppacement.....denim dress....attire (with perhaps also a jacket...).
I got kinda nervous, and immediately turned around.....and headed for the stove which had pizza (!!) (*facepalms*) nearby.... .
Reaching the mountain sanctuary eventually, and very woozy..and exerted, I took some herbal medicines..for stamina support, as well as my G*ld / Pl*tinum / S*lver / Irid**m. And late into the hours.......I began to face some facts about myself. Like how I never seem to access my true abilities whenever I choose notice a 'Negro' 'male' 'grafted' 'at' me, and how ***VAST*** amounts of energy are going to be likely needed to slice into the Infiniversal Routing Expanse....... .
So...., for an initial time in a year or more, I tried to, IRL, meditate on my ***ACTUAL*** form. Yes, and doing so.....seemed to involve..me diving through layers and layers of frozen over perception / perceptual centers.
That is when I saw....(*blinks*) something......... .
I am going to hold talking about it on hete.....in any sort of detail....., since the knowledge and the experience is / was the "grail" of all my work.
I get it now though, and I am ready. I am ready to witness 'hate', 'hate' 'at' my true nature, my true form, and my true identity..... . An identity that can slice through h*rricanes, slice through stars, slive through galaxies, and hopefully.....slice through Infiniversal Routing Expanses.
This post may seem a little vague, but it is setting up context for later, and this h*rricane...or it's related event(s) got me really...sleepy...so I am going to nap now.