I haven't written in over a month. That's become the norm. I read my friends posts, but, I just don't feel like putting my life into words ( Read more... )

Subject says it all really. She's back and it wasn't anything I did, she was just... doing what she had to do, which I did suspect, still... I'm just happy to have her back. Unconditional love is what it is and I shan't hold her actions against her. I didn't even subconsciously try make her feel guilty this time, I just let it be. Growth. I ( Read more... )

My Dad is a jackass. He is once again proving very effective at abandonment, but given his behaviour I am probably better off that I was never raised by him. I shall never repress my feelings for anybody ( Read more... )

And And And - Karma ( Read more... )

She can just go fuck herself.

So last night Jamie told me what I thought I'd have to wait longer to hear ( Read more... )

Tomrrow I am going to see the new Twilight movie with Pants, then we are going up to Kings Meadows to have dinner with Megan and Michael, before we all, plus my sister rachel, go ten pin bowling. I have missed bowling, it's one of my favourite things to do ( Read more... )

I am sad right now ( Read more... )

Well Jamie ended up showing up at like 11pm and we chatted for an hour, she was sad and felt very lonely. I couldn't do much for her because she needed somebody there to focus on her for a bit, because she can't really talk about what she's feeling and thinking, just needs someone to hang out with her. It really sucks that Jen is so fail at ( Read more... )

So things have been a little more worry inducing lately. A few symptoms have flared up for Jamie and she still hasn't been able to get back to the doctor, although that should change next week. Thing is I haven't heard from her in almost 24 hours and it wouldn't have been so worrying if not for the chest pain she was experiencing yesterday, so ( Read more... )