i'm going home going load my hash pipe, smoke a bowl and light a cigarette.
Blow out the pipe
Ash crumbles
Smoke a cigarette and wonder
How can you dull the pain?
When the pills and pot no longer work
I can't carry a plate of food right now, it's insane.
The brace is not helping much at this point.
Sometimes when I have to pick up chase I wonder if the brace does more harm then good it sounds strange but true.
A hot bubble bath is calling me. Might as well, got bath stuff to use up before the big move.
Might do my body good.
Lavender infused swirling steaming warmth
relax all the aches
At least I'll be warm.
There is nothing left to write
School starts next week and I anticipate it greatly
It all comes down to the next few months
It's agonizing
This wait.
I have spent my whole life waiting
Waiting for something or another
And it's just more of the same waiting
It hurts
I haven't felt that ache in a while
and nothing can dull that away
I know.
I've tried for years to blot it out.
My heart always yearns
I'll be wanting for 7 months after February.
It's going to be a long year
Woo hoo 2009.
I hate you.
Ash crumbles
Smoke a cigarette and wonder
How can you dull the pain?
When the pills and pot no longer work
I can't carry a plate of food right now, it's insane.
The brace is not helping much at this point.
Sometimes when I have to pick up chase I wonder if the brace does more harm then good it sounds strange but true.
A hot bubble bath is calling me. Might as well, got bath stuff to use up before the big move.
Might do my body good.
Lavender infused swirling steaming warmth
relax all the aches
At least I'll be warm.
There is nothing left to write
School starts next week and I anticipate it greatly
It all comes down to the next few months
It's agonizing
This wait.
I have spent my whole life waiting
Waiting for something or another
And it's just more of the same waiting
It hurts
I haven't felt that ache in a while
and nothing can dull that away
I know.
I've tried for years to blot it out.
My heart always yearns
I'll be wanting for 7 months after February.
It's going to be a long year
Woo hoo 2009.
I hate you.