sixteen military wives
a strange feeling occurs to me.
my stomach turns slightly
and it passes.
so many things in the horizon
I’m a little scared I guess.
Don’t want to face it fully.
The more things I pack the more real it all becomes
At least here in this place for all the hate I have for this damn place
As long as I am here then nothing has changed.
I long for it but find myself dragging my heels a little
Impatient to start but don’t want to start just yet. Because I want to do it all at once
Just do it.
And for now
Forget it
Forget until I have to remember.
my stomach turns slightly
and it passes.
so many things in the horizon
I’m a little scared I guess.
Don’t want to face it fully.
The more things I pack the more real it all becomes
At least here in this place for all the hate I have for this damn place
As long as I am here then nothing has changed.
I long for it but find myself dragging my heels a little
Impatient to start but don’t want to start just yet. Because I want to do it all at once
Just do it.
And for now
Forget it
Forget until I have to remember.