cancel me this time.

Dec 11, 2008 12:37

It’s always strange when chase is not with me when he should be
I am left alone with myself and everything I can get done
When suddenly I no longer know what to do with myself.
I draw a blank
Of all the things I can do!
I take a moment for myself.
I debate going to take a nap, showering, cleaning my room studying….
All the things.
And I get glued to the computer.
It happens a lot.
Waiting for chris to call stuck at the computer
Doing homework stuck at the computer
I love this thing and hate it all in one
Even when there is nothing to do on it I am compelled to sit in front of it anyways and find something to do.
The hours I can waste.
Finals are coming up and I feel fairly confident about them.
My essay as usually I am unsure of
damn citations
Online courses are not for me
I learn so much more when in the classroom
I want to slap myself for not taking it up at the college
Can’t wait for next semester when I am free of this one.
I’m ready to move on aside from my psychology class which is a given.
I’d give anything for all of my professors to be like dr.zino.
My wrist hurts worse than it has in months.
And I stayed up til 4 am watching bill maher only to be woken up at 7 am by chase.
I’m betting 3 hours of sleep won’t be enough and I will give into the nap this afternoon.
I have gifts to wrap and put away high where chase cannot unwrap them (again)
And the spiderman toothbrush in the toilet really sucks.
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