yeah but he's not in right now

[jaguar1211]

there's an emptiness
in the space that's filled
it's broken
missing
and the world came round full circle
like the rainbow around the sun
beautiful but you can't stare too long
i come undone
and it's all a plan
that based off a dream
nothing but dust in your palm
the way it falls
whenever i look into your eyes.

so yeah i'm trying to write again
it's harder now
theres not much going on like before.
make shit up
people read it wrong
but fuck it whatever.
i cant wait to take a creative writing course.
i'm going to reacquaint myself with my long lost friends
theses words i have abandoned

can i twist you
around my finger?
can i break you down
melt you mold you shape you?
your mine even if you dont know it
and i am in control.

Would you fuck me?
Would you tear me down
Use me up
Throw me away like it’s never been done before

(it’s been done before)

Hunger in your eyes
That you cant deny
Minds eye view
Of clothes torn off

(we can’t wait)

the sweat beading up
The heat
the flesh
Like you can’t get enough
Never satisfied
I want you to stand there
And lift me up
Like I was nothing
I want it rough and hard
As though you have been starving
(have you been starving?)
time drags on
and I miss you.

This is spring
This is spring
As it melts into summer
With a hot sun burning me
I wait for august
I wait for a white gown
I wait