good luck on the TAKS :)
hiii cacabrains :) i hope everyone is doing well, i've been getting better. i finally went to the doctor yesterday to find out about my nausea, they drew some blood & he said that everything's fine, so maybe it's all in my head. i don't know. but beside that ugly feeling, i'm just chillin. i didn't go to the TAKS review today because i didn't feel like it, so i watched endless hours of sex & the city and i'm done with the first two seasons :)
i wish my friends would just get along. i don't want there to be any tension on my birthday.
i don't really have a lot to say. not much has been going on. i've been thinking a lot about senior year though. it finally kicked in. i was just talking to claree about my little golf cart accident. i've decided that that is my most embarrassing moment, so those of you who chose " june 23rd" are wrong. gosh i remember everything about that so clearly. for those of you who don't know, i crashed the sports medicine golfcart during varsity football practice my freshman year. it broke & it cost 400 dollars to repair. i cried a lot & all the cuute football players had to go over & apologize for laughing at me. they said it was wrong of them and they hoped i'd feel better. haha. but yeah, because of me, no one was allowed to drive that cart for like a year.
i hate how plans never fall through. judy & i established that the other day, therefore, everything is gonna have to happen spontaneously, because shit just sucks otherwise. i don't wanna take the TAKS, but i'm kinda looking forward to it because it'll be the last one i'll take in my high-school career :D
i feel kinda bad. i always used to think my guy friends were such assholes when they didn't care if either amanda or i were mad at them. but i think i know how they feel now. because i care about all of them so much, but the whole "not talking to jj" thing isn't killing me and i have no desire to apologize or seek an apology. yeah i still love him as a friend, but i guess friendship doesn't require constant communication in order to function.
i caaaan't wait until everything is over & done with. i have a bunch of crap to look forward to, so i hope all this time in between goes by quickly.
i had a blast talking to my parents today. they make me laugh so much. we were watching Dolores Clairborne [ an excellent movie by the way ] & i asked my mom " would you kill Dad for me " and my dad said " hell yeah she would, don't start shit " lmao, i guess you had to be there.
well i guess i'm done. goodbye everyone <3
i wish my friends would just get along. i don't want there to be any tension on my birthday.
i don't really have a lot to say. not much has been going on. i've been thinking a lot about senior year though. it finally kicked in. i was just talking to claree about my little golf cart accident. i've decided that that is my most embarrassing moment, so those of you who chose " june 23rd" are wrong. gosh i remember everything about that so clearly. for those of you who don't know, i crashed the sports medicine golfcart during varsity football practice my freshman year. it broke & it cost 400 dollars to repair. i cried a lot & all the cuute football players had to go over & apologize for laughing at me. they said it was wrong of them and they hoped i'd feel better. haha. but yeah, because of me, no one was allowed to drive that cart for like a year.
i hate how plans never fall through. judy & i established that the other day, therefore, everything is gonna have to happen spontaneously, because shit just sucks otherwise. i don't wanna take the TAKS, but i'm kinda looking forward to it because it'll be the last one i'll take in my high-school career :D
i feel kinda bad. i always used to think my guy friends were such assholes when they didn't care if either amanda or i were mad at them. but i think i know how they feel now. because i care about all of them so much, but the whole "not talking to jj" thing isn't killing me and i have no desire to apologize or seek an apology. yeah i still love him as a friend, but i guess friendship doesn't require constant communication in order to function.
i caaaan't wait until everything is over & done with. i have a bunch of crap to look forward to, so i hope all this time in between goes by quickly.
i had a blast talking to my parents today. they make me laugh so much. we were watching Dolores Clairborne [ an excellent movie by the way ] & i asked my mom " would you kill Dad for me " and my dad said " hell yeah she would, don't start shit " lmao, i guess you had to be there.
well i guess i'm done. goodbye everyone <3