Aug 25, 2004 15:32
Oh well, you've got me under your spell and I don't think that I'm kidding
around.
I don't think I can forget you now. I once sat up on my roof and examined the
planning of my town.
I saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass and I remembered
the cold of winter running up the legs of my pants.
I picked the nicest lawn and imagined the two of us rolling around down along
the ground.
I saw myself touch your face and I noticed jets begin to race above our heads.
But I pinched my arm and remembered how much you hate me.
I remembered the fact that I can't see what you need and I'm too stupid to be
aware of the beauty that you give this place and how shitty this town would
seem without you in it.
When you aren't around I let the shades fall down to shut out all the sun's
light and make myself feel all right.
What am I doing with my life?
***Oh well, you've got me under your spell and i dont' think that I'm kidding around.
I don't think i can forget you now.****
Remember that the only things we need sometimes are chilly nights and warmer
thighs, 'cause there's nothing like being held...sometimes.
nostalgia....saves the day is awesome.
and chilly nights are sometimes exactly what we need. the best things in my life have happened in the wintertime. and i know that the thing that i really love the most is being somewhere warm on a cold night with someone's arms wrapped around me.
i hope everyone is having a good day. i feel like i'm starting out fresh this year. it's a good feeling...it really is.