Headaches suck.
I felt like I'd gained some direction in my life.
I tried to convey that to others (i.e. my family).
It feels like I'm reaching out, but they really don't want to listen.
It feels like I make special trips to go see them.
But it's mostly too inconvenient to come see me.
(Although I've gotten a couple surprise visits from Dad, David, and/or Nick.)
How many of my friendships reciprocate?
I've been busting my ass.
I've been working hard to learn and grow.
Trying to find direction and a career path.
I have no fucking clue how I will survive May.
Really. I don't.
My brother was drunk tonight, and I tried not to be hurt by all the bullshit that came out of his mouth.
It's too hard.
Plus there's some other shit going on, too.
And, I can't stop worrying.
It breaks my heart.
I don't feel like a true part of this family.
Except sometimes by my mom.
Too bad she has to work so much.
I wish I had a home.
My mom is beautiful.
And wonderful.
That's a plus.
And science (plants and animals are good.)
And, I got baseball
I tried to convey that to others (i.e. my family).
It feels like I'm reaching out, but they really don't want to listen.
It feels like I make special trips to go see them.
But it's mostly too inconvenient to come see me.
(Although I've gotten a couple surprise visits from Dad, David, and/or Nick.)
How many of my friendships reciprocate?
I've been busting my ass.
I've been working hard to learn and grow.
Trying to find direction and a career path.
I have no fucking clue how I will survive May.
Really. I don't.
My brother was drunk tonight, and I tried not to be hurt by all the bullshit that came out of his mouth.
It's too hard.
Plus there's some other shit going on, too.
And, I can't stop worrying.
It breaks my heart.
I don't feel like a true part of this family.
Except sometimes by my mom.
Too bad she has to work so much.
I wish I had a home.
My mom is beautiful.
And wonderful.
That's a plus.
And science (plants and animals are good.)
And, I got baseball