May 19, 2006 18:18
Work was long today.
I had to close alone. And it was busy. (This is really only my third day and I had to close alone. I barely knew what I was doing).
Cathy has taken a turn for the worse.
I wish I could die instead of her.
I feel like I'm dissapointing so many people.
I can't. fucking. win.
emotions,
frustrations,
family,
work,
cancer