These past years have been anything BUT productive or enlightening.

[jaex]

I've come to the realization that I can no longer run away from my emotions, problems, tasks and ultimately growth.
I have knowingly and continually stunted my own growth as a person, I don't think I ever got past age 16 mentally.
The preconceived notion of being an "Adult" has gone out the window, I don't think i'll ever become an "Adult", 
at least

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[wolfstano]

The high of love typically disappears after 1.5-3 years, when all of the nice chemicals chill out. There's this crazy thing that sometimes happens where the chemicals disappear, and the high disappears, but the love doesn't.
Ces, you are SO right about the amazingness of hot bubble baths and good books.
And change the drug habit, seriously. That's super destructive and it worries me.

[jaex]

I should have listened to you... but I am sober now after all these years.