Dong Bang Sonata 13
Title: Dong Bang Sonata 13
Pairing: Jaesu
Genre: romance, light smut
Rating: R
Length: 4164 words, chaptered
Chapter 13: White Lovers
He looked at the wall to his left next to his bed that ended below the window, his eyes adjusting to some tiny light flashes that shone in from it but everything on this wall seemed blueish anyway in the dark. Blue, just like he felt when he listened to every single word that escaped Jaejoong's mouth with difficulty. He pretended he didn't notice it, notice how hard it was for Jaejoong to confess everything. He pretended his heart didn't break into pieces with every sob and cry that escaped those red lips he loved to kiss. However if Jaejoong would see his face he knew his tears would betray him and his façade would break down. Tears that clouded his own vision, netted his eyelashes and travelled down his cheeks to wet his silken pillow under him. The tiny pool of tears that didn't soak his already wet pillow caught his attention and he tried to concentrate on how it reflected the little light amount in the room when he was diverted from Jaejoong saying something unbelievable. He recognized it was jealousy that spoke there out of him but he thought that they overcame this obstacle in their relationship already. Apparently not, and Junsu wondered if this would ever stop in the future.
The next thing he knew was his body rose up on it's own accord in a defensive way to face Jaejoong and counter back, dropping every pretence. He was about to shout out how Jaejoong could think that he was giving in the kiss, the kiss that disgusted him so he had to brush his teeth so often afterwards? But he didn't when Jaejoong continued his little monologue dubious, doubtful. Doubtful of Junsu's love? How could he be doubtful of his love, Junsu thought and that was when he felt how all the air was taken out of his lungs as if he was hit against his chest, so hard he could feel the pain far down inside his heart.
“But I still love you, Junsu...”
And he inhaled again, deep. Obviously Jaejoong didn't notice Junsu was already on his feet and moved from his bed towards his own, he was to busy wiping his eyes from those rivers that kept flowing. Junsu took some tissues from Jaejoong's bedside table and tugged himself behind Jaejoong in his bed. Jaejoong was taken by surprise when he felt the moving next to him so he almost dislocated his neck while turning. Junsu dried Jaejoong's wet and messy face with the tissues and Jaejoong cried even harder than before.
“Yah Kim Jaejoong! You stupid idiot! Stop crying!” he said, feeling hopeless with the task at hand, almost completing the drying, new tears appeared. But he wasn't better either, seeing his love cry triggered his own tears to appear constantly.
“Are you insulting me...or...comforting me?” Jaejoong asked him between his sobs and Junsu pulled him forward into a bone crashing hug.
“You stupid, old, jealous, rock head of a idiot...” and he continued with every cuss that came into his mind.
“Hey, hey, hey! That's definitely insulting!” Jaejoong hit his head. But miraculously he stopped crying for the moment.
“How can you honestly think I don't love you anymore, huh? Do you know how it hurts to hear those words?”
“As much as to see you kissing Changmin?” Jaejoong countered and Junsu pulled away to gaze him in his eyes.
“Jae, I didn't kiss him for gods sake! That drunken saekiya kissed me! I was shocked and if I wasn't completely taken by surprise and frozen I would have pulled away earlier!”
“And it's really not because you don't love me anymore?” he asked with a low voice.
“NO! Of course not!” Junsu answered furiously but calmed down the moment when Jaejoong wiped his own tears with his both thumbs away, he completely forgot for a second that his cheeks were wet, he must have looked as messy. He put his hands on Jaejoong's which were still on his face and stroked them.
“I love you.” and Jaejoong smiled at him, again. Finally.
“Say it again.” Jaejoong demanded, enjoying it, being glad his fears were all unfounded.
“Don't you think you owe me another apology first, Jae?”
“I'm sorry I distrusted you. So sorry, baby.” And another tear rolled down through his lashes.
“Okay, okay but please stop crying, okay?” Junsu wiped this one away, too and kissed him. Kissed him after what felt like ages for both of them. Yet, it didn't last as long as they wished. Jaejoong pulled away, feeling uncomfortable.
“I think I, think I ...oh..” and he held his hand in front of his mouth and ran to the bathroom, kneeling down in front of the toilet. He puked his heart out, the alcohol still worked through his system, unconsciously. Junsu who followed him not a second after combed his hair back and caressed his sides in soothing ways.
“Let it all out.” he whispered in his ear and when Jaejoong was done he flashed the toilet and wetted a towel to wipe Jaejoong's face clean. Jaejoong cried again.
“I'm sorry...sorry you had to see this.” he sobbed and he promised Junsu again that he wouldn't drink so much anymore.
“It's okay. Okay, honey.” he said and embraced him anew. He helped Jaejoong up and lead him to his bed. Junsu took a water bottle from his own bedside table and gave it to Jaejoong.
“Drink, chagiyah. You'll feel better.” and Jaejoong did as told. When he was done he put the bottle away and laid himself with a heavy head on the bed, already feeling the starting hang-over. Junsu did the same next to him and put the blanket above themselves. They cuddled together and Junsu began to chuckle.
“What's so funny?”
“I was about to, you know...repeat saying I love you and seduce you to...and then you....” and he didn't complete his sentences chuckling louder in between.
“Oh..” and Jaejoong smiled, too, understanding him at once.
“Then...why don't you continue? I find the seducing thing rather appealing...” he whispered in Junsu's ear.
“Are you sure? I mean, you seem so weak...maybe another time...” Junsu said having by now a completely serious look which made Jaejoong chuckle instead.
“I'm fine, baby. I want you.” he said with his velvet voice that Junsu liked so much. It turned him on immediately.
“O-oh. But you know that I'm going to top?” Junsu began with a stutter but ended up smirking.
“Fine.” Jaejoong agreed although he had in mind he was going to do that the next three times. He just didn't want another argument after they just made up so he let Junsu be.
Junsu beamed at him.
“I promise you won't regret that! I'll be very sensitive, chagiyah. Taking care of you, and if you can't anymore then tell me, okay?”
“I'm sure of that. I'll tell you.” Jaejoong agreed and kissed Junsu on his lips, starting the passion and opening up. And when Junsu opened his mouth for Jaejoong he was glad he gave him the water earlier because he was now able to completely taste only Jaejoong and nothing else.
They had sex this night, not the rough one they were used to but - like Junsu promised Jaejoong - the sensitive and romantic one were it was more about caresses and soft strokes than hard thrusts, not stiff skin slapping against skin but soft swinging in and out, yet he could still give Jaejoong the greatest pleasures with these. Junsu was indeed a tender lover when he wanted to be one Jaejoong found out, always discovering new sides of him and Jaejoong loved it. Loved how Junsu treated him with feather-like delicacy, brushing all the rights spots. It was all about Jaejoong's needs and satisfaction and Junsu wasn't turned on more, didn't need more than that, than those satisfied moans and groans leaving those flushed and swollen lips, to come deep inside him. Their cries could be heard through the whole Dong Bang Villa, they were sure of that, but they couldn't care less, not wasting a thought on if they woke the others up.
“Oh. My. God. Are they having there orgasms or what?” Yoochun asked in the bedroom he shared with Yunho, both completely awake. In fact they didn't sleep at all, they were just lying on their beds and wishing sleep would wash over them, hopelessly.
“That. Is. Unacceptable. I just can hope Minnie didn't here that.” Yunho said, looking just like Yoochun at the ceiling, pretending not to be turned on by the sounds that reached them.
“Believe me, Hyung. He's totally off. Lucky bastard I'd say.”
“Yoochun!”
“Yes? Hyung?”
“Go and tell them to stop!”
“And catch them in a god-knows-what pose? No way!”
Yunho shuddered at the mere thought of his friends doing it.
“Okay, okay. Then go, just knock on their door and tell them to stop!”
“Don't want to, Hyung!” he whined. “I'm actually happy for them.”
“WHAT?”
“Well at least they made up and don't fight anymore.” Yoochun shrugged. “I mean, it even hurt me when I heard Jaejoong Hyung's sobs earlier.”
“Hmm. Maybe you're right.” Yunho said after a while of thinking. He yawned and realized something.
“Hey Yoochun! Do you hear that?”
“What, Hyung?”
“Exactly! Nothing! I just hope they stopped already and won't go at it again.” Yunho said, almost pleading it from someone who had no control over the matter.
Yoochun yawned, too and wished him a good night for the second time.
“Yeah, night. Or what is left of it.” Yunho mumbled.
Not long after, all of the members were asleep, waking up way too late for the next day. The couple getting a lot of scolding from the leader, Changmin from Yoochun.
“Ow...what have I done this time?” he said, avoiding the beatings of him. Unfortunately for Changmin Jaejoong joined in to give him One-Touches when he escaped from Yunho.
“OUCH!”
“Bad-Magnae. Bad-bad-bad-Magnae” Jaejoong said between each hit.
“Kissing-around,-making-only-problems-for-your-Hyung-deul” Yoochun said between his beats.
“Ouch stop, STOP” he cried.
“Breaking-almost-relationships!” Jaejoong continued.
“WAIT! Whom did I kiss?” he yelled out and defending himself with his arms above his head.
“My-boyfriend!” Jaejoong hit him twice again.
“WHAT? I kissed Junsu?”
“YES, YOU JERK!” Junsu yelled at him. “You can beat him on my behalf, too, Jae.”
And Jaejoong winked at Junsu before he hit him again really painfully, just to be stopped by the leader.
“ENOUGH!” Yunho yelled, coming to Changmin's help.
“Forgive him, he wasn't conscious when he did it. Now!” he demanded, but Jaejoong just scoffed, walking to Junsu and involving him in a passionate morning kiss, arms encircling him possessively but eyes darting towards Changmin. Looking to him in a mocking way, showing him Junsu is only his, marking his territory. He grins pleasantly when he hears Junsu moan into his mouth.
“Oh please! Should I react jealous in any way? Get a room, guys!” he told them, almost entertained by the absurd situation.
“This is so childish!” Yoochun said laughingly, covering his eyes with his fingers.
“I SAID ENOUGH!” Yunho screamed anew and they broke away after another peck. “YUK! That's to much affection for my eyes from my best friends! It was already enough what we had to hear yesterday, aish...chincha!”
Jaejoong and Junsu just giggled like little boys together and blushed, disappearing to their bedroom and locking the door before Yunho could run after them.
It was the night before Jaejoong's birthday when Junsu planned to kidnap Jaejoong to a midnight-date. He had no other choice in celebrating it with him alone because the day before and the day after they had to work, so he decided on sacrificing his sleep-time, but nothing was precious enough for his love.
“Where are we exactly going, Junsu? I hope it's not far, I'm getting coooooolllddd” Jaejoong told him. He was being dragged by Junsu's hand through an area where he wasn't before during their stay in Japan. It was snowing and everything was covered in a white blanket. It was dark, illumination only given by the street lamps every 20 meters and Junsu's flash-light which he carried in his other hand. Nobody was outside in this region at this hour which was just 20 minutes away by feet from their home. At least that's a good point, Jaejoong thought. No disturbance by crazy fans to expect this way.
“You'll see, just follow me. I recently discovered this place..I mean I made good researches...We're almost there.” he said and soon enough they walked through an alley, disappearing between thick trees that were covered by the snow, too. It looked beautiful here, Jaejoong had to admit. A wonderful winter landscape which people only could find in picture books or dramas.
Junsu grinned when he looked at Jaejoong's appreciating expression. He lead him the final meters and before Jaejoong knew it they walked into a little nature park that slept under white covers, too, but Junsu hadn't expected it any other way. He lead Jaejoong towards a bench with a table, put a little blanket on the bench he had brought with him before cleaning it from the snow.
“Please, be seated.” Junsu said like a waiter and bowed formally, making Jaejoong laugh. He ruffled the snow off Junsu's hair when he bowed to him.
“Looked like you had bad dandruff.” he chuckled while taking his seat, pulling Junsu next to him.
“You're not better.” Junsu chuckled, too and brushed the snowflakes lovingly away.
“I wish I could bring you here when it's daylight.” Junsu said sadly.
“You will. Next time, baby.” Jaejoong tried to cheer him up and Junsu nodded at him. He checked his wristwatch and counted down, then he kissed Jaejoong, both enjoying the warmth of the other.
“Happy birthday, honey” he said huskily in his ear. Jaejoong grinned at him from ear to ear.
“Thank you, baby. Now where is my present?”
“This was your present!”
Jaejoong pouted, not believing him.
“Just kidding.” Junsu chuckled and Jaejoong grinned again, stretching his hands out.
“Not so fast, first you have to do what I do.” Junsu told him and Jaejoong let his hands fall down again, watching Junsu in confusion.
Junsu began to form snowballs with the snow that was on the table in front of the bench they sat on.
“This scene seems so familiar.” Jaejoong said, remembering something he saw on TV ages ago.
Junsu smiled mischievously, forming meanwhile a perfect mini snowman.
“May I present to you? Yong-Joon-snowman.” Junsu introduced him.
“Of course! Winter Sonata!” Jaejoong remembered, laughing and forming his own mini snowman now. He shoved it carefully next to Junsu's.
“Yong-Joon-snowman, may I introduce, this is Ji-Woo-snow-woman“ and Junsu laughed. Together they shoved the two snow-forms together till their heads touched.
“They're kissing.” Jaejoong cooed.
“Hmm..but I want to rename them.” Junsu pondered.
“How? Kang Joon-Sang and Yujin-ah?”
“No. This is Jun-man and that is Jae-man!”
“Aww. Perfect little white lovers!” and Jaejoong kissed him again, imitating the snow-forms. Junsu stood up a little later, walked away and took some more snow in his hands to form a snowball.
“You're not going to throw that at me, are you?” Jaejoong warned him staying up himself, a bit shivering but ready to block it when it would fly towards him.
“Relax, Jae.” Junsu smiled at him. He turned away, his back facing Jaejoong while he did something to the snowball in his hands. He turned again and looked at Jaejoong.
“Here, catch!” he said, throwing it in a way Jaejoong wouldn't duck away but could catch it easily with his hands. Jaejoong understood, when he saw some snow brake away from the ball in his hands only to let something glistening appear under it.
“You're such a thief of event-ideas, Junsu!” he shouted to him grinning. Junsu blushed and walked back to him slowly.
Jaejoong crashed the snowball in his hand and when he opened his palm again he found a beautiful necklace in it. A necklace with a little black squared pendant attached to it, it shimmered like a black diamanté in the flash-light of Junsu and in the light of the park-lamp that was next to the table.
Two hands encircled him around his waist from behind and he could feel a kiss against his neck, then he heard a whisper.
“Again, happy birthday, Jae.” and he felt another kiss there.
Jaejoong turned around to face Junsu, smiling at him.
“Thank you, it's beautiful. You hadn't to...it's probably worth a great fortune...” he possibly would've went on but Junsu shushed him with another hug and kiss.
“Nothing's good enough for you.”
“Don't be so gross.” Jaejoong whined.
“But to warn you ahead, that was indeed expensive. So take it as a birthday and anniversary present.”
“Which anniversary?”
“Jae!”
“Just kidding. I'll remind.” he knew in almost six days was their one month's.
“Love you.” Junsu whispered in his ear while he still admired the necklace.
“Please help me wear it.” Jaejoong said.
“Hey! I just said I love you.”
“Oh! Yeah, sorry baby. Love you, too. Now, please!” Jaejoong said and stretched the necklace out to him.
“So impatient.” Junsu took it and knew exactly how much Jaejoong already liked his present, after all it was no secret that Jaejoong was into accessories. He smiled silently while putting it around Jaejoong's neck, leaving another kiss there where the two ends of the necklace closed with a mechanical click.
“Thank you.” Jaejoong said while turning and kissing Junsu's cheek. “I'm never going to take this off.”
Junsu cocked his eyebrows. “You don't have to do that.”
“No, really! Well, at least I'll wear it as many times as possible.” and Junsu smiled brightly at him.
“Let's go back, chagi. I'm really cold now myself.” Junsu said and clattered his teeth to make his point clear. He took Jaejoong's hand in one hand and the flash-light in the other to lead the way out again.
“What about that cute blanket of yours?”
“Leave it there. We don't need it anymore.”
But Jaejoong already went back to the bench and took it to just cover the snow-forms on the table with it.
“Now Jun-man and Jae-man can sleep, too.” he said when he took Junsu's hand again and making him laugh.
“Let's go sleeping like our little white lovers.” Junsu told him and dragged Jaejoong away.
On the way back home they couldn't resist to get into a snowball fight, covering themselves from head to toe with the white and cold substance.
When they reached their apartment-door they were drenched and still covered with snow that didn't melt into water, bodies freezing and shaking.
“Y-you l-look l-like Ju-jun-m-man.”
“A-and you l-like J-J-Jae-m-ma-man” and they both laughed mixed with teeth-clatter when they went inside.
“M-my o-own white l-lov-ver.” Jaejoong stuttered freezing and feeling the temperature difference inside their home.
“A-and y-you a-are m-mine.” Junsu stuttered as well and grinned at him. They took their shoes and jackets off, tiptoed to their bedroom and stripped their clothes off that were drenched, too in water some way. They were totally frozen and they could see the goose-bumps on the naked skin of the other. They went to the bathroom and took a long shower, hugging under the hot flowing water, giving each other warmth and absorbing the one from the water. When they were able to talk again normally after a while Junsu suggested they should go out and sleep since it was a tiring day and night. Cleaning themselves, drying each other up and changing into pyjamas they went to Jaejoong's bed to lie on it. They put the blanket above their bodies, cuddled together under it and gazed lovingly into each others eyes, enjoying the fresh and fluffy feeling they got after the shower and of the soft fabrics of the bed, they felt like they were on cloud nine right in that moment, in their own little world.
“What are you thinking right now?” Jaejoong asked him with his velvet voice suggestively, he was turned on and his hands were on Junsu's ass. He blinked once very slowly, not wanting to give in to the sleep that wanted to take him into dreamy lands.
“I was counting your eyelashes, but you just ruined everything.” Junsu told him with a serious look.
“Are you kidding? Like seriously?” Jaejoong was a bit disappointed that Junsu didn't get the message. But on the other hand, it was a typical Junsu action when he was in his naïve phase once in a while, or more often.
“Yeah. What did you think I was thinking?”
“Well, I expected something more...romantic.” Jaejoong said and smiled at him, squeezing the flesh under his hands.
Junsu inhaled deeply and loud, taken by surprise.
“Oh...you mean..sexy, right?”
“Exactly” Jaejoong chuckled, seeing Junsu blush.
“And you don't want to sleep?” Junsu asked worried when he saw the circles already under Jaejoong's eyes.
“No. It's my birthday and I want to enjoy every minute of it. I'm not going to waste it with sleep.”
“As you wish.” Junsu said and started to kiss him, softly yet deeply. He positioned himself on top of Jaejoong and took Jaejoong's wrists, placing them above his head, dominating the situation. Wait, I don't like this, I was going to top, Jaejoong thought within the kissing. So he used his last strength to free his hands and turn Junsu around, taking him by surprise again with the attack. He broke their kiss and whispered into his ear.
“Forget it, baby. My birthday, my turn.” and he kissed Junsu once more, this time roughly, swallowing everything Junsu wanted to say or complain.
Ergo it was Jaejoong's turn. Three times. Just like he had planned it for ages, astounding Junsu with his hidden weapons he used to pleasure the man in various ways, himself getting satisfaction by just watching Junsu, hearing him and feeling him so pleased.
“This is the best birthday of my life. Thank you, baby.” Jaejoong told him after their heavy breathing ebbed away, kissing Junsu behind his ear in their hug.
“And it's only the morning of it, honey.”
“Anyway, nothing's going to spoil this. Come what may today.” and they gave each other another peck before their eyelids fell shut, both thinking exactly the same thing when drifting to sleep.
If they were going to die right away this moment, they would die with a smile on their faces.
“Oh my god, it's over! It's finally over!”
“Thank goodness. I thought this moment would never come.” Yunho told Yoochun, both glad that the squealing and screeching noises, moans and groans couldn't be heard anymore.
“First they wake us up, not respecting our sleeping time. Then they mislead us to thinking they were done. But noooo, they have to go at it twice more!”
“Please Yoochun, keep quiet. Don't remind me, man.” Yunho said while turning uncomfortably from one side to another, trying hopelessly to fall asleep anew.
“Why didn't you stop them, Hyung?”
There was silence for a moment. Then he answered.
“Hmm..it's Jaejoong's birthday, I thought he'd like some private time with Junsu. Let it be our gift to him”
“You just say that because you haven't bought him anything yet!”
“True. Did you?”
“No.” And they both began to laugh.
“I'm just thinking what Changminnie's doing? Did they wake him up, too?” Yunho said still laughing.
“He's probably sleeping like a rock. His bedroom is a bit further away after all. Always the lucky one.” Yoochun told him.
Changmin was sleeping like a rock, oblivious to everything that happened that night, or early morning.
In two hours they would gather together for breakfast anyway, wishing Jaejoong a happy birthday and would head afterwards to work. Another day to work as Dong Bang Shin Ki or Tohoshinki like they were called in Japan, the five membered singer-group, but what they preferred to call themselves was the five-membered family. And a family they were, just with a hidden couple they kept as secret.