haw of! (age is brilliant)
BUDAS-I missss you
So, haven't updated in like a week. Life's been busy back here. I like it like that. Often I dream of Budapest at night. It makes me sad and happy at the same time. Mt. Airy will never look like the city looked. Of course it's not supposed to and the rolling hills and sleepy cows are my friends. Aren't they yours?! Give 'em a chance already. But coming home is both joyous and tragic. I am trying to come to terms with everything. Don't know how well it's working out. I got to see some amazing people this week and have beautiful talks and long hugs and I smiled so much. I love that. I hope it never stops. For everyone that stopped by at some point or another, that made me feel so great! It made me feel important and thought of and mostly alive. CHRISTINA-BIGGEST SURPRISE EVER!!!!!!! I think the fact that I jumped up and down for five minutes straight, shrieking with happiness is some indicator that I either need more medication or had no idea how to respond to such a sweet, special, so you gesture!!! Not to knock the drugs or anything. Yes so I have so much to say, but no way to say it. It will come to me in time. Then I will stalk you all with the rantings of my soul.....until then though.....I'm going to go eat some more watermelon with salt.....my idea of the fitting after life....and get up the strength to bake some cookies. You know it's bad when you're already baking someone cookies....I just can't help it! Have a good night everyone. What a mediorce entry....but existence is too crazy and jumbled right now to fit into a journal. forgive me loves, jenna
P.s.-the smell of garlic drives me mad!! i love it. i'm sure you'd love it on my breath too. I also watched a movie called P.S last night. Laura Linney was extraordinary. Rent it sometime people!!!