Odd thoughts
Geez Louise. I used to hate my middle name. Now I like it. Also, I will be home Sunday. Haven't done that in four months. Weird. Can't really be concise. Too many emotions, too little time!!! I LOVE this place, I love the friends I've made and re-made here, new and old souls alike. I would do it all again, but not all the changes were easy. I remember telling someone that it's not a bed of roses like they would think it would be. And it wasn't. More thorns than buds, but thorns are fun....they draw blood. Well I mean I've heard that....No, roses are overrated flowers. I could never have known that until I came here. I could never have felt this without leaving. I have just realized. My life is amazing (I'm sorry, it had to be said) and it can only get better. Thank you for sticking by me, humoring me, and loving me despite everything. That goes out to all the people here and back at home. Just felt like an old radio dj...and now for a slow song lovebirds. Must stop referring to hotel as home. That could get sticky. Off to see an old friend from high school...I never thought we'd be meeting up in Hungary. I guess it shows you can never know just what to expect. Surprises are special. Especially when you're really truly flabbergasted by outcomes. People should use the flabber more often, it's a good word. For years, I was fascinated with the word discombobulated. I'd just say it over and over in my head. Which could explain the ADHD diagnosis. I'm walking these streets for the last time in a long time, and I'm trying to make my footsteps say goodbye step by bittersweet step. Feet are bad listeners though. Self consumed bastards. Only caring about their own soles....get it. Souls, soles! Yeaaaa Okay, I'm off. First to my date, then to America. In TWO DAYS. Look. I can count!!
Love Always, Jenna
Love Always, Jenna