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I watched the little girl with the Samantha doll smoke a joint. I just watched. I didn't know how else to act.
so this weekend was pretty productive i guess, but not as much as i'd hoped. i also managed to have fun tho, especially last night going dancing and relaxing in the hot tub, so that was cool. i'm kind of dreading these next few weeks w/ school and everything, but it'll work out; it always does.
mother's day was alright. woulda been better if i were a good daughter. and if i werent so damn lazy and unproductive.
for once, i think i'm truly happy with my bf relationship. no hesitations, no questioning about other girls, no feeling awkward, even in extremely embarassing situations. we're just. . . good. and it makes me happy. :)
i'm not so hot on other relationships (friends and family) but i guess it sort of works out anyway. as "ugh" as things are in certain areas, overall i'm pretty content, for the time being.
damn i wish i could express myself w/out sounding like such a pathetic loser. i suppose it'd help if i werent a pathetic loser and actually had things to talk about.
i am in desperate need for a job. i had a couple quick easy interviews fri, and i'm guessing i'm gonna have to fill out a bjillion more apps before i actually get a job. and i want to be hired before school ends, cuz it's harder to get jobs when there arent as many available, and it's just bugged me for a long time so i need to know that i have one and get used to the idea of it. if all goes well, i'll like it, it'll like me, and i'll work a ton over the summer, and some over the school year.
lately i've gotten lots of bloody noses. i've determined that they're triggered by too much heat, being bonked on the nose, and by being really emotional. i've pretty much always gotten them, and i go thru phases where i get them a lot, and consider cloterizing them, but never actually do. sometimes they're just a pain in the ass, though. a while ago i got one while driving. that was special, especially w/ the stick shift and the wheel and only having 2 hands. or i've gotten them in the shower and had to turn the water to cold and try to get it to stop. i also got one at dinner and it got in my food. lovely, eh? wow thats disgusting. my longest paragraph is about my bloody noses. i took pics of it in my red sink one time. murray was unnerved.
ok thats more than enough "life of jade" so i'm done for now. sleep sounds nice.