So ... Jascia loves her lists.

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  Lately, I have noticed that while I still smoke, I really am starting to simply abhor it. It burns my throat, it tastes bad, etc. I smoked a whole pack in a week. Which brings me to a cross roads.
  
  a) This means the novelty has worn off, and my want will dwindle away with a little self control and I will quit ( Read more... )

1. 
   Shower Caddy. I have a toiletry bag, but it takes forever to root around in there to get stuff.
2. 
   Razors  for my ... razor? And gel.
3. 
   Shampoo und conditioner.
4. 
   New toothbrush. My old one is electric, and I can't find replacement heads.
5. 
   A rather big one - I must get my laptop soon. Or else the other kids with think I'm a "dork", to use the college lingo.

When I dream, I dream of your kiss.

When I dream, I dream of your fists, your fists, your fists.

Wow. That was an inappropriately dreary beginning to this blog. Its just such a gorgeous song.

Today Lynny and I went shopping for dorm/college stuff. I love lists.

1. Dry erase board for my door
                2. Desk organizer set and ( Read more... )

 Here's my question - why must people get so uptight about music?

Fans are always "Ew, their fan base is over 100! " 
or
"OMG I hate all these new fans who didn't know them fifteen years ago, like I did, when they played in Such & Such's basement."  
or
"I hate when people only know ONE song from *insert band name*"

a) Music may be entertainment , ( Read more... )

 Fucking hell, I just typed an entire bloody paragraph and my Internet refreshed itself. Goddammit.

I have developed quite the crush on Carol Cleveland. She was a secondary cast member of Monty Python. And quite a looker. Good Lord.

I can't find Sebastian. I left home without him, and got to work, where he fucked off. I am almost 100% certain I didn' ( Read more... )

God, I'm slipping again. I did something terribly stupid and now I feel very guilty and depressed.

I was out very late without telling anyone because;

(a. My phone died
       (b. I didn't want to wake HER up.

And long story short, they called the cops.

Which started another  "You have a weird romantic relationship with your daughter! You said ( Read more... )

What are your favorite favorite words? Any reasons why?

"Fey" and "Femme", because they both portray aesthetic beauty, audibly.

"You can clock out now." It speaks for itself, really.

"Clarity" It has such a beautiful ring to it. I would almost consider naming a child that, but it sounds too "Christiany" (i.e. - Faith, Joy, Prudence, Love, Chastity)

" ( Read more... )

A list of bands & CDs  that she must buy/look into/obsess over.

The Ark- Prayer for The Weekend

The Feeling- Look into.

The Cure- Greatest Hits

The Shins- Chutes Too Narrow

The Ataris- Look into.

The Velvet Underground- ?

Cockney Rebel & Steve Harley- Cream of the Crop

Shudder to Think- Pony Express Record

Pansy Division- Look into.

Iggy Pop- Nude & Rude

Roxy ( Read more... )

A generation lost in pace.
She wishes she could pin down a "subculture" or "label" or "clique" (using the term somewhat loosely) to fit into.  It would make things so easy.

And then I think, well, then some of you has to be chipped away and hidden so that nothing unusual shows and makes you different. How ironic that subcultures are more judgemental ( Read more... )

She hasn't made post here in forever. All has been okay. The closer She gets to leaving here, the more indifferent She feels. Guess that's best. After all, with no feelings they can't rise up like giant tsunami made of organic yet genetically mutated cows and break her again.

Indeed.

She works at Starbucks! It's great. She's met some very ( Read more... )