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Lately I read somewhere "If you are at peace with yourself, anywhere is home."

Sadly, I find that to be true in my case. I don't think I will ever be truly be happy living with any of my family, at least. I can't live with SAL, because she is so sadly cruel and sick. Living with any of my siblings would drain the life out of me, and cause me to ( Read more... )

So, there's this girl that comes into Starbucks like EVERY FREAKING DAY. And I want to marry her. *sigh*

Like three days ago, I was tenning in my vehicle, when I saw her going through the drive thru. (I was on drive that day.) Damn. When I got back, I asked the guy on DT;

"The girl in the Eclipse already gone?"

He said "Yeah, why?"

I said "Nothing ( Read more... )

Cleese says; "Did you wipe your jizz on a kleenex? Tsk. Tsk.

Ugh. Weaver and I had a huge fight this evening. Mostly because I got lost several times on the way home from my ortho appointment in Fort Worth. Took me 2 1/2  hours to get home. And my teeth are so sore. Which didn't make him mad, just begin another "Get more organized." speech. Grr. ( Read more... )

I went to the counselor for the first time today. 
There are so many twist in telling my life, but so much of it poured out like water. 
Like I was coughing it all out, after struggling beneath deep water for just the right amount of time to give a massive headache or a popped eardrum. Something of lasting consequence, but not permanently crippling, ( Read more... )