On public versus private: you’re just my newest ex
Sometimes I think about posting publicly and if you choose to read this and get your feelings hurt then that’s on you.
But I don’t.
And I’m not sure why I don’t because the whole reason I left is because I was tired of putting your feelings before mine.
And if I want to publicly air out how I’m feeling maybe I should.
The truth is I’m not sure I want you to know anything at all about my feelings.
Not sure you deserve that.
But since I’m here and this is public I’ll say this:
I feel like you disrespected everything we ever had by jumping into a new relationship 3 months later.
Like how much could our relationship have ever meant to you really?
Because here I am searching for pieces of myself and trying to fit them together and you just found someone new to fill all your spaces.
Interchangeable. Replaceable.
Honestly fuck that.
Clearly you really took all of our issues to heart and really wanted to work on them right?
Anyway good luck with that. Maybe giving it a go with someone literally half your age will turn out better.
And by the way, I don’t think it’s a coincidence that someone liked an entry in here and suddenly you want to update and make your presence known after all these months.
Leave me alone for real.
But I don’t.
And I’m not sure why I don’t because the whole reason I left is because I was tired of putting your feelings before mine.
And if I want to publicly air out how I’m feeling maybe I should.
The truth is I’m not sure I want you to know anything at all about my feelings.
Not sure you deserve that.
But since I’m here and this is public I’ll say this:
I feel like you disrespected everything we ever had by jumping into a new relationship 3 months later.
Like how much could our relationship have ever meant to you really?
Because here I am searching for pieces of myself and trying to fit them together and you just found someone new to fill all your spaces.
Interchangeable. Replaceable.
Honestly fuck that.
Clearly you really took all of our issues to heart and really wanted to work on them right?
Anyway good luck with that. Maybe giving it a go with someone literally half your age will turn out better.
And by the way, I don’t think it’s a coincidence that someone liked an entry in here and suddenly you want to update and make your presence known after all these months.
Leave me alone for real.