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I scheduled this weekend to myself and it’s wild how difficult it is to stick with it. One of my best friends texted me saying she needs s beach day before she offs herself. Another one texting me saying she needs a shoulder to cry about work on. I have a friend that’s about to move away so I should be spending as much time as possible with her. There’s always something and holding boundaries for myself feels selfish and impossible sometimes.
I got a text from a girl I’ve been seeing casually about wanting to snuggle and I was SO close to telling her to come over. She’s sweet and when I’m close to her it feels good but that’s all it is. And I refuse to let myself get lost in her. I deserve to feel whole and happy and I’m fighting for that.
I got a text from a girl I’ve been seeing casually about wanting to snuggle and I was SO close to telling her to come over. She’s sweet and when I’m close to her it feels good but that’s all it is. And I refuse to let myself get lost in her. I deserve to feel whole and happy and I’m fighting for that.