Dec 19, 2006 22:31
I'm content right now. Life can be a chaotic mess, but still, somehow, in the middle of all that one can find a small moment of peace. Some clarity in all the confusion. I am in that peaceful moment right now. Sure, things could be better. I could be having sex right now. Cause, well, that's kind of the mood I'm in. Damn it. There went that moment of clarity and peace. What I would give for one really really really good orgasm. Why can't sex be easy? Why does it have to suck if you are having it with someone you don't give two shits about? Why do I find myself choosing not to have sex? Is it because I don't want to have sex just to have sex? I guess it would be nice to actually make love just once. But, I've deviated from my main point. Allow me to get back to it...
My moment of peace...ahh, yes.
There it was. Oh, that's good.