Have you ever...
Have you ever made a decision for *almost* all the right reasons, then completely regretted making that decision but have had to stand behind it anyway? Have you ever prided yourself on your honesty, your "in your face" bluntness, then told a half-truth to someone who deserved nothing less than 100 % of your so-called honesty? I have, and it's kind of painful right now. It's been on my mind a lot lately. I can't stop thinking about it. What makes matters worse is that I don't think there's a damn thing I can do about it at this particular moment in time. I hate not being able to fix a mistake. I hate that life doesn't come with erasers, or an undo button...that would really be handy, don't you think? There aren't a lot of things I would undo, but this one in particular...I think I would have undone this.
Again, I am reminded (by no one other than myself) that I can be a real asshole sometimes...and more often than not the victim of my asshole-ishness is me.
Again, I am reminded (by no one other than myself) that I can be a real asshole sometimes...and more often than not the victim of my asshole-ishness is me.