Sep 13, 2008 11:24
wow i haven't updated in a while.
well i have discovered i am majorly bad at keeping promises......to myself!
i just think that is seriously sad. ):
but i think i just need to inforce them better. not be so lenient about it.
i just don't want to end up having to make an other soundtrack to a waisted year.
first rule:
1. if you wait to long for the perfect moment, the perfect moment passes by.
reason: i always seem to put things off, like rejecting the one guy with the golden retriever characteristics, because i don't want to mess things up. for anyone. but i suppose things are better when you get them out of the way faster. not so much lost time and less of a sting in the long hall.
second rule:
2. just be.
reason: i'm tiered of being something i'm not, would probably be the most obvious reason. but it's more like im tiered of STRETCHING out the things i am.i mean i AM a happy, bubbly person, but that's not all i am. but people seem to love the ditzier side of me, which i must admit is quite a large side XP, and they kind of take advantage of it. and then when im thinking and being serious, there just HAS to be something wrong. im done being bubbly ALL the time, that's just not normal!
third rule:
3. confess all.
reason: having things stuffed up in your head will eventually cause it to explode. (:
fourth rule:
4. if the game is being played, why not join in?
reason: people love games. they keep life interesting if not more spontaneous. but i will say i am not a fan of games in which i don't take place. Ex. when a guy goes all out with his word, actions, everything for me, yet flirts his ass of right in front of me. i refuse to just stand there dumbfounded, ima play his little game, and i'll win (;
well i think that is all i have for now. but i'm sure there will be MANY more to come. (:
rules might be restrictions, but they can also be guide lines. sometimes even both.
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