i really don't understand
okay so i started school this week and wow!
i love it! haha i know how weird right? but yes i love school but I'm very confused about something.
my first day someone already likes me.
dude seriously?!
i didn't even get one week to be boy free, gossip free. now there is some weird thing going around about me and this guy....who I'm friends with first of all! but that's not the weirdest thing, he's in that group, he's one of THOSE guys. you know the type, the ones that all the girls want. that just about everyone thinks are gorgeous. the beautiful, popular ones. and i just don't understand why all of a sudden him + others are seeing me like that. I'm exactly the same i person i was before. . . . . OH! haha no I'm not. wow i never realized. (notice i always get my epiphanies when I'm writing!) i guess i am different! but it's nothing major, I'm just more........sorry i can't come up with the word. but i am new. there we go new.
well besides not being able to stay out of the rumor mill, i am doing okay. except that Roxy is well, more like i want her out of my life. she yells at my brother, talks about my friends, does nothing but insult people and complain, and she treats me like I'm either her belonging or I'm her. but i'm neither. I don't belong to anyone. im a free person and i am me. not her. me.
i love it! haha i know how weird right? but yes i love school but I'm very confused about something.
my first day someone already likes me.
dude seriously?!
i didn't even get one week to be boy free, gossip free. now there is some weird thing going around about me and this guy....who I'm friends with first of all! but that's not the weirdest thing, he's in that group, he's one of THOSE guys. you know the type, the ones that all the girls want. that just about everyone thinks are gorgeous. the beautiful, popular ones. and i just don't understand why all of a sudden him + others are seeing me like that. I'm exactly the same i person i was before. . . . . OH! haha no I'm not. wow i never realized. (notice i always get my epiphanies when I'm writing!) i guess i am different! but it's nothing major, I'm just more........sorry i can't come up with the word. but i am new. there we go new.
well besides not being able to stay out of the rumor mill, i am doing okay. except that Roxy is well, more like i want her out of my life. she yells at my brother, talks about my friends, does nothing but insult people and complain, and she treats me like I'm either her belonging or I'm her. but i'm neither. I don't belong to anyone. im a free person and i am me. not her. me.