Pavor Nocturnus
I had a great night at Meghan and Chris' house last night..After, David talked with all of us for a long time.. especially about nightmares and fighting and things like that. So this is that night...a week later so I'll shorten it.
7-7-10
Grandma was trying to keep me at ease.. Make me happy for some reason. This had been going on for a while and she was putting purple robes on me and showing me her jewelry and told me to go lay on this big amazing looking bed and she was going to lay roses everywhere. I went to go do it and all of the sudden I saw that I was being decieved. The way I can explain this is there were 2 tunnels, one inside of the other. I was in the inner tunnel at that moment, and I got a glimpse of the outer tunnel--real life--where I wasn't being decieved. I saw through that tunnel horrible things that were happening to me, but that I couldn't see because I was being decieved. I was being sexually molested by this old man and other things like that. This was real life. Like demons were playing tricks on me to be complacent and I saw the truth. I could stay in that outer tunnel long enough to be in a parking garage with Ryan. All of the sudden a man walked up and I knew he was going to kill Ryan. He walks up and nonchalantly beats him on the head with a bar until Ryan dies and then he walks away. I knew this is what I had to see if I was in the outer tunnel. I didn't want to be decieved. A lot of other things happened but I wanted to get down the main part. Since this my dreams have been tuned down a bit.
7-7-10
Grandma was trying to keep me at ease.. Make me happy for some reason. This had been going on for a while and she was putting purple robes on me and showing me her jewelry and told me to go lay on this big amazing looking bed and she was going to lay roses everywhere. I went to go do it and all of the sudden I saw that I was being decieved. The way I can explain this is there were 2 tunnels, one inside of the other. I was in the inner tunnel at that moment, and I got a glimpse of the outer tunnel--real life--where I wasn't being decieved. I saw through that tunnel horrible things that were happening to me, but that I couldn't see because I was being decieved. I was being sexually molested by this old man and other things like that. This was real life. Like demons were playing tricks on me to be complacent and I saw the truth. I could stay in that outer tunnel long enough to be in a parking garage with Ryan. All of the sudden a man walked up and I knew he was going to kill Ryan. He walks up and nonchalantly beats him on the head with a bar until Ryan dies and then he walks away. I knew this is what I had to see if I was in the outer tunnel. I didn't want to be decieved. A lot of other things happened but I wanted to get down the main part. Since this my dreams have been tuned down a bit.