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[jadeembers]

Nothing's made sense in my life for any reason at all since Erik and I broke up. But the strange thing is that us breaking up doesn't really have anything to do with anything. It was just the same timing is all. At least, that's what I'm going with for right now until I have a deeper insight

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People will always suck, that never changes. The point is how you deal with it.

[misto]

:(

You know, it's funny, cause there is a lot I want to say but I am reluctant because I don't want to come off sounding like the big brother who knows best (even if it's true!) but the matter-of-fact way that I speak in general just sort of gives off that impression anyway. So there's my disclaimer, here's my advice, whether you asked for it or not, and I know you were really just venting more than asking for advice. :)

As far as the syphilis, it is not guaranteed that you will get it from unprotected sex with someone who has it. We all know that's the best way to get it, but it does not mean that you have it. Go and get tested, and do not think for one more second that you have it until the doctor says you do. Trust me on this. Your thoughts are very powerful. For people like us who think intensely about everything, it is very important to understand that.

As for your job and friends, well I could go on ad nauseum about it because I've totally been there. In fact, I could go on for hours because that just seems to be the kind of mood I'm in. I look foward to our trip down to P-Town. We'll have a lot of time to talk then. :)

Re: People will always suck, that never changes. The point is how you deal with it.

[jadeembers]

I got the day off, so I'll see ya there. I'm honestly excited about this. It's something I've never done before, and with how life is going right now, I need a break from the ordinary in ways you've only imagined.