Apr 01, 2008 18:28
i'm always afraid i'll fall off my path, like i'll be discouraged at any moment. isn't it interesting that once you reach the top you can't help but fear whats going to sabotage it? i can't ever enjoy the moment, but yet i'm enjoying it all the time.
i found my self making an analogy while studying some way below my intelligence level math today. my mind wandered for me to have some greater understanding of something much more important than integers and natural numbers.
i wrote down something along the lines of;
and in the end we're all just a bunch of zeroes
neither positive nor negative
beyond balanced
hypocrisies are harmony
because we never existed in the first place