Mar 16, 2008 03:04
i've once again lost count.
last night caused a curious realization, a feeling of security brought upon by the most distant and brutal honesty, the kind that can only be executed without word.
melancholy is such an overused word, but such a prominent disposition.
independence is once again flourishing,
and i find times like these to be somewhat necessary in order to find the final mold.
i found the prior paragraphs to be an interesting salutation from my past, as i sparatically decided to write a post at 3am this morning, while enjoying an extreme increase in my seratonin.
i'm not going to rid of those, i suppose they're a pretty good documentation of how i've been feeling lately.
not lately.
before.
within the past few days i've actually found a brighter outlook brought upon by an increase in drive. i've been feeling ambitious. something big is coming and i'm starting it.
everything is beautiful once again.
everything is always beautiful.