Happy Halloween!
I've had no trick-or-treaters so far, which is good cause I'm blowing my diet and eating the candy. I've been starving all week \o/ I'm hungry dammit! And depressed. And I should have bought better chocolate than this. I was going to dress as a Victorian Louis for Halloween, but I didn't bother dressing up since I'm off work today.
I re-pierced my left ear so I can wear earrings again. I kept trying to get an earring in forever till I finally realized it had healed over--now it's quite sore and itchy and I wish I had just left the damn thing alone in the first place. I used to wear earrings every day, fancy dangly earrings, but I'm too sensitve to wear them much now.
I meant to go by work and see everyone's costumes, but I decided lounging in bed and playing with the cat was much more fun. Plus I didn't have to get dressed up or anything for that. I guess I could have gotten some draino for the bathtub. Though I have a $1 coupon for Ben and Jerry's ice cream too, and I don't need to eat that.
I should have gone to look for pants, but clothes shopping takes more self-esteem than I have right now. I did all that work to lose weight, and the first thing my sister says is, "You're really fat." The rest of the family mocked my weight, hair, and voice throughout my supposed party. What a fun birthday it was, NOT. And why do I still care when people mock me? Especially when they are fat too, barring the anorexic sister and SO. IDK
It got so cold overnight. The heat doesn't seem to be coming on in the apartment so I'm parked in front of the space heater. I need to clean up in here. I looked for a new bathmat cause mine got shredded in the washer but I didn't find anything I liked and wasn't hideously thin and cheaply made. I took the blinds down in the bedroom and washed them in the tub. I need to do the living room ones too, but they are too long to fit in there. I have a curtain to hang up, but it needs ironing badly, and that is something I don't have.
I know some people have put up their Christmas decorations already. I sorta feel like getting mine out, but that's mostly cause it's so cold and I like them so much. I don't know how I'm gonna afford Christmas presents this year. I'm still paying off the surgery.
Damn I'm so hungry. I need to wash some dishes so I can even make something to eat. Maybe some ice would help my ear... I just don't feel like moving at all.
I re-pierced my left ear so I can wear earrings again. I kept trying to get an earring in forever till I finally realized it had healed over--now it's quite sore and itchy and I wish I had just left the damn thing alone in the first place. I used to wear earrings every day, fancy dangly earrings, but I'm too sensitve to wear them much now.
I meant to go by work and see everyone's costumes, but I decided lounging in bed and playing with the cat was much more fun. Plus I didn't have to get dressed up or anything for that. I guess I could have gotten some draino for the bathtub. Though I have a $1 coupon for Ben and Jerry's ice cream too, and I don't need to eat that.
I should have gone to look for pants, but clothes shopping takes more self-esteem than I have right now. I did all that work to lose weight, and the first thing my sister says is, "You're really fat." The rest of the family mocked my weight, hair, and voice throughout my supposed party. What a fun birthday it was, NOT. And why do I still care when people mock me? Especially when they are fat too, barring the anorexic sister and SO. IDK
It got so cold overnight. The heat doesn't seem to be coming on in the apartment so I'm parked in front of the space heater. I need to clean up in here. I looked for a new bathmat cause mine got shredded in the washer but I didn't find anything I liked and wasn't hideously thin and cheaply made. I took the blinds down in the bedroom and washed them in the tub. I need to do the living room ones too, but they are too long to fit in there. I have a curtain to hang up, but it needs ironing badly, and that is something I don't have.
I know some people have put up their Christmas decorations already. I sorta feel like getting mine out, but that's mostly cause it's so cold and I like them so much. I don't know how I'm gonna afford Christmas presents this year. I'm still paying off the surgery.
Damn I'm so hungry. I need to wash some dishes so I can even make something to eat. Maybe some ice would help my ear... I just don't feel like moving at all.