boredom
so yeah its monday night, 2 am...tired and realized i haven't updated in F O R E V E R! Ack!
anyway, the update...well it blows but here goes : still unemployed, still living at home with parents....
wonderful, eh? not so....I just need to find a good guy or girl that I can truly connect with, be attracted to and then everything will be all good:) lol
ah well life is good as I would like to believe even though i have been dealing with my minor bouts of depression..which I am only blaming upon the fact that i do not have a job or anything to keep my mind active and not in the constant bored, unactive state that it is in currently... which is a place for my head that it does not need to be... damn my overanalytical mind to hell...sometimes i wish to give myself a frontal lobotamy and all of this constant dull aching pain would go away. anyway
im off for now
*Stephanie*
anyway, the update...well it blows but here goes : still unemployed, still living at home with parents....
wonderful, eh? not so....I just need to find a good guy or girl that I can truly connect with, be attracted to and then everything will be all good:) lol
ah well life is good as I would like to believe even though i have been dealing with my minor bouts of depression..which I am only blaming upon the fact that i do not have a job or anything to keep my mind active and not in the constant bored, unactive state that it is in currently... which is a place for my head that it does not need to be... damn my overanalytical mind to hell...sometimes i wish to give myself a frontal lobotamy and all of this constant dull aching pain would go away. anyway
im off for now
*Stephanie*