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So apparetly, i fucked up. See , I had this guy , he was a great guy, he made me laugh, and i was so comfortable with him , We became really close really fast. I actually fell in love with him . I still love him to a point. but i had to be stupid and make a big deal out of nothing and break up with him.. but now i really want him back .. bad.i did the whole childish thing where i called him when i was drunk and made a ass out of myself.so now i guess he wants nothing to do with me.i was reading some of the stuff he wrote me the other day and i realized how heartfelt and honest he was with me. And now i am all alone , wishing i had another chance to prove myself, and to fall in love again