happy birthday to me !

[jadedhappiness]

So , here comes my 22nd year on this dreadful planet and apparently it seems as if i have many more ahead of me. So ,lets recap the past year.
* couldn't finish school
* got my own place 3 times
* had to move 3 times
* got cheated on
* got dumped by brandon
* became an alcoholic
* got a new guy ben
* got this roomate named lindsay
* shit with JD
* moved again
* got new roomate whitney
* lost new guy due to bullshit
* changed jobs 3 times
* still broke
* hate my life
* still in love with brandon

So , you ask me if i am wiser for this year passed ? Ehh, maybe.I do know that i am growing up , even thought i am fighting it . I need to change alot of things in my life. I need to get away from all of the pain this city holds for me . Yet i have realized in this past year that i have some amazing TRUE friends, and i know now who i can depend on , and which ones just keep me around for their benefit.
So maybe i am not that much wiser for the year, but hell , i think i am stronger for it. And here is what i have to say to life, bring on all of your heartache and pain and day to day bullshit, cause if i am gonna make it in this world, i need things to be consistent.
i love you guys !