Things I didn't say that I should have
First, I would like to say that you, in no way, have shown me any of your “Christian” values, and in fact have pushed me farther away from the church than I’ve ever been. Solely because of you, I hope to never set foot in a church again, nor will I want to associate myself with “Christians” like you again
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you say that youre taking ownership of your problems, and that you dont understand how any of us can say youre not or that you dont talk to us about them because we "see you blaming others for them..." i don't understand at all what that argument has to do with anything. the only time ive ever seen you talk about your problems outright has been in this entry, and other entries where you point the finger at everyone else but yourself. like someone said earlier: your parents, your roomates, your siblings, your financial institution. to say that we are wrong about you not talking about your problems is laughable. you dont. you flat out clam up and hold yourself up in your room or completely avoid contact with anyone, and thats not healthy, dude. yes, we do see you blaming others for these problems, but that is all we see of the problems because you refuse to talk to anyone about it. hell, you talk to this stupid journal more than you talk to your "friends."
just curious... were you a christian before all of this? i never saw you go to church. i only read about you getting drunk every night, but it's her fault that you are not wanting to step foot closer to church? yeah, that doesn't sound funny at all. looking at your life, you are no closer to finding god and having a stronger faith than you were a year ago. don't blame someone else for YOUR lack of faith. one of my favorite quotes:
"One need only look inward for his lack of faith."
and youre the only one i see "name calling" throwing something such as "And you're supposed to be the Christian one of us." around. thats just b.s. man.
i also liked the laundry list of who owes what to who. aside from sounding like an exerpt from a playground scene, it sounds a bit suspicious to me but what do i know. your mathematical skills are a poor attempt, at best, to paint yourself as the victim yet again. (surprise, surprise...) no wonder you dropped out of school... your math sucks.
all of this to say -- perhaps we are all better off without you. but i would venture to say that we're better off without the person you have become, not the person we originally met and bonded with -- not our friend, Dave. He is the one we miss and quite frankly cannot do without. But this person that you have become, i'm sad to see the old you go. and maybe i'm wrong, but maybe you were this person all along and none of us saw it or read it in you. 98% of the things that you have done lately, i never would have thought you would do...
best of luck to you, and i hope one day you won't be the one who's angry, because it's obvious to all of us that you are.
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Again, Dave, be glad you're out of it. I'm sure you had your own hand in some of the dipshittery, but JESUS CHRIST these people are on you like wolves. The good news is that this group won't be around for long, because these kind of social circles eventually self-destruct or they all get married, buy houses and join the fucking Lion's club. The scary thing is, their other main goal is to promptly begin the breeding process.
The truth of this entire hilarious debacle most likely lies somewhere in the middle but it's made for some excellent reading. So, thank you all for my own, special version of the Jerry Springer Show.
You can now carry on with your awesome lives.
Yours in Christ,
The Anonymous Bastard
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perhaps the reason all these people are "on him like wolves" is because they happen to know truth from bullshit.
one can only play the martyr role for so long. eventually, it gets old and starts to create a stench.
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