Amazing

Jul 11, 2005 12:02

I made this livejournal expecting it to be full of all of depressing moods, crying spells, and overall unhappy entries because that’s what my past year has been like. Sophomore year just plain sucked. I could probably count the number of really happy complete days that I had on my fingers and toes. And I wasn't expecting anything to change, but it did. I haven’t had a single truly unhappy thing to write in here yet, and for that I am so grateful and so happy and I’m kind of taken aback.

I just got through watching Dawson's Creek. It was the episode where Dawson's father dies. It made me look back and realize how lucky I was during that period in my life. Unlike Dawson, after my mothers funeral I was surrounded by people who made me laugh, and we stayed up all night eating and drinking and talking about her, and looking through pictures and coming up with random memories and things that made us laugh until out sides hurt. We cried to, but that night it was mostly laughter and I’m eternally thankful for it. So for anyone who was there that night, like shelly, thank you, you made everything so much more bearable.
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