Feb 08, 2017 13:48
I've been jonsing for some affection for a while now. It's been intensified some because a long-time friend of mine, since he age of 15, has come back in the picture. We have a connection but it's never went as far as the bedroom. He was married the last time we spoke and I'm not going to be coy about what happened. We had a moment or two. But now, things have changed and he is divorced.
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I started writing this entry yesterday, thinking that writing about what was going on would help me figure out things. Maybe I have outgrown writing about my life.... I don't know for sure. I am making some changes, though. I went to counseling this morning and as an outcome of that session, I've realized that I need to start going to Al-Anon sessions. There's one tomorrow night. Thursday night is a good night for me because I don't have to be at work Friday morning. I don't know how it will go. I've went to meeting in the past and there's a lot of emotional stuff going on that I've already worked through on my end. Hmm... I guess we'll try and see the outcome. Take it for what it is and roll on.
I am still here, though and I read your entries.