and.. POUT!
well, wow, things are well hetic and slightly stressful.
school is hard, i rarely have a free to do homework, someone has always got something thats far more important for me to do, and being head girl is harder than it looks. or maybe im just making it harder than it needs to be?
hellen- " well mathew you are the perfect example of a male shauavanist pig"
Mathew-"and your the perfect example of a headstrong feminist"
sigh, does he know me but at all? coming back with a compliment like that., its no way to win an argument. silly boy. he ruins being head girl., i think he is the reason why eveyrthing is so complicated.
i think my headaches/migrains are brought on by stress. maybe i should go see the doctor, they are daily now. sometimes twice a day or more.eeeek not good.
i really wish, there was a magic button to make somebody see you and think wow, maybe theres something there that i didnt see. instead they (again) see that something in one of your friends. lifes a bitch when it comes to things like that.
ergh, still dont know what to go as to the fancy dress party but considering the above point, dont see any reason to make an effort as said friend will very probably end up coping of with said crush. while said hellen is paraletic in a corner. yah!
friends are all old now, im still the baby
which sucks
a lot
damn it my country for some fake id.
not that i have time to go out anyways.
i think im depressed
school is hard, i rarely have a free to do homework, someone has always got something thats far more important for me to do, and being head girl is harder than it looks. or maybe im just making it harder than it needs to be?
hellen- " well mathew you are the perfect example of a male shauavanist pig"
Mathew-"and your the perfect example of a headstrong feminist"
sigh, does he know me but at all? coming back with a compliment like that., its no way to win an argument. silly boy. he ruins being head girl., i think he is the reason why eveyrthing is so complicated.
i think my headaches/migrains are brought on by stress. maybe i should go see the doctor, they are daily now. sometimes twice a day or more.eeeek not good.
i really wish, there was a magic button to make somebody see you and think wow, maybe theres something there that i didnt see. instead they (again) see that something in one of your friends. lifes a bitch when it comes to things like that.
ergh, still dont know what to go as to the fancy dress party but considering the above point, dont see any reason to make an effort as said friend will very probably end up coping of with said crush. while said hellen is paraletic in a corner. yah!
friends are all old now, im still the baby
which sucks
a lot
damn it my country for some fake id.
not that i have time to go out anyways.
i think im depressed