The good and the bad
Well the Weekend had been going great.....
Winston drove from Orlando do hang out and we ate this really big dinner at his moms house and we also went and saw the longest yard.. hes such a sweetheart and I had a great time..
Then Sat I got up feeling really good until about lunch time when my whole lunch was spent aruging with Paul about me getting a new car and being able to afford it and i should wait blah blah blah blah blah.. and then i finally decided fuck it.. its my life my money my choice... so im going car shopping... I figured that the reason he is so aganist me getting a car is to keep control of me... I am so sick of everything.. sick of running around in the shadows.... I think I should take some of my own advice and forget whats around me and live my life.
I got this promotion at work so I know my job is secured and I will be making more money. Today I got an offer to live with a co worker that has a spare bedroom if i needed too... maybe one day if i need to get away i will go there... well soon she is going out of state and she needs someone to house/animal sit so ill have her house for a week or so all to myelf..
Today I had it in my head to do a few things 1. Get new reliable car 2. Save money and look for my own apartment 3. have more fun so here I was all excited about my life being so much better that im finally straightneing up things and figuring out what i want..
Then I find out that Pauls mom's car had a blowout on the way home from the airport.. and guess who they blame? .. ME yay... well paul blamed me for a problem that was already there so i dont know how things are going be now.. I know that i am in for a very long weekend.. and that I am going to take up my mothers offer and spend the nite at her house tonite and deal with things later.
ok i guess most of my rant is done.. i did a lot of ranting and not so much the good stuff...
Winston I did have a wonderful nite...I didnt want to write all this negative shit and not mention the best part of my weekend.. I really enojoyed our kisses and im glad you thought they were sweet and i was sweet and what not :).. so i hope we can hang out agian i would love that
so in closing.....i love strawberry pocky!
Winston drove from Orlando do hang out and we ate this really big dinner at his moms house and we also went and saw the longest yard.. hes such a sweetheart and I had a great time..
Then Sat I got up feeling really good until about lunch time when my whole lunch was spent aruging with Paul about me getting a new car and being able to afford it and i should wait blah blah blah blah blah.. and then i finally decided fuck it.. its my life my money my choice... so im going car shopping... I figured that the reason he is so aganist me getting a car is to keep control of me... I am so sick of everything.. sick of running around in the shadows.... I think I should take some of my own advice and forget whats around me and live my life.
I got this promotion at work so I know my job is secured and I will be making more money. Today I got an offer to live with a co worker that has a spare bedroom if i needed too... maybe one day if i need to get away i will go there... well soon she is going out of state and she needs someone to house/animal sit so ill have her house for a week or so all to myelf..
Today I had it in my head to do a few things 1. Get new reliable car 2. Save money and look for my own apartment 3. have more fun so here I was all excited about my life being so much better that im finally straightneing up things and figuring out what i want..
Then I find out that Pauls mom's car had a blowout on the way home from the airport.. and guess who they blame? .. ME yay... well paul blamed me for a problem that was already there so i dont know how things are going be now.. I know that i am in for a very long weekend.. and that I am going to take up my mothers offer and spend the nite at her house tonite and deal with things later.
ok i guess most of my rant is done.. i did a lot of ranting and not so much the good stuff...
Winston I did have a wonderful nite...I didnt want to write all this negative shit and not mention the best part of my weekend.. I really enojoyed our kisses and im glad you thought they were sweet and i was sweet and what not :).. so i hope we can hang out agian i would love that
so in closing.....i love strawberry pocky!