I wait the nite just to see her... and my only love should be her....
My mind hurts its spining around so fast... The ground does not want to wait for me to catch up... so at last i send my days on the ground rolling through like a tumble weed....
Thats how i feel in a nut shell....
Its a awful feeling some days you just look around and wonder why do our actions do this to us... im about to buy myself a camera, i want it so that i can just take pictures of how i feel as it seem talking about my feelings are not working so now i ahve come to that fact that i only feel better when they are seen by others... Im just going to become so emo that is going to make people cry hahah ya right...
But reall as of the 1 of oct... im doing something i have done in a long time... IM GOING TO GO STREIGHT EDGE YA HARD CORE....
Speaking of CORE i have been told a many good times that im a Fashion CORE person as in i dress EMO.... Fuck.... I stay as far as i can from emo and it still comes up...
Oh in other news I am not almost out of a job... its crazy but over the past week i have only worked one day and this sux cause i needs the money... BITCHIN....
Fuck i need to get going and pay for school...
Nice talking to you all again i will talk again soon....
Thats how i feel in a nut shell....
Its a awful feeling some days you just look around and wonder why do our actions do this to us... im about to buy myself a camera, i want it so that i can just take pictures of how i feel as it seem talking about my feelings are not working so now i ahve come to that fact that i only feel better when they are seen by others... Im just going to become so emo that is going to make people cry hahah ya right...
But reall as of the 1 of oct... im doing something i have done in a long time... IM GOING TO GO STREIGHT EDGE YA HARD CORE....
Speaking of CORE i have been told a many good times that im a Fashion CORE person as in i dress EMO.... Fuck.... I stay as far as i can from emo and it still comes up...
Oh in other news I am not almost out of a job... its crazy but over the past week i have only worked one day and this sux cause i needs the money... BITCHIN....
Fuck i need to get going and pay for school...
Nice talking to you all again i will talk again soon....