Two hours to midnight. Finnick lays in the lush soil in between the tree’s buried roots; Peeta sits on a fallen trunk in the foliage.
“You said her name,” Peeta says, an opening in a black expanse of silence. His voice is calm, unhurried. “I never thought you would.”
Finnick’s eyes slide closed, and he feels the buzz of everything in the hollows of his ears, this unending plane of life and savagery seeping into his bones. “Mm,” he answers. “Mm.”
“Why don’t you talk about her?” Peeta asks him. “Katniss is all I talk about. She’s all I think about. I could talk about her for hours, days. There aren’t enough weeks in a year for me to talk about her. Or enough words. Why don’t you talk about Annie?”
Finnick is silent for a long moment or two. In this moment Peeta’s voice is low and soft and he sounds so young, so young and poetic and in love. Stupid, too. They go together. “My life is a matter of keeping secrets,” Finnick tells him. “Keeping secrets buried between my ribs like notes in the pages of a book, swallowing secrets like sugar cubes.” He pauses for a moment, blinks a few times, sighs. “Peeta, do you know what the most important rule of secrets is?”
“What?” Peeta humors him. “What is it?”
“Knowing when to share them, all but your own.”
Peeta’s silent for a moment, his body unmoving.
“I’m not very good at keeping secrets,” Finnick hears him say.
“I know you aren’t,” says Finnick.
It is one hour to midnight. They are leaned against the tree.
“Listen,” says Finnick. “You are not going to die.”
“Of course I am,” says Peeta, his shoulder hot, shivering, against Finnick’s own. “We’re all going to die. And I’m going to die tonight.”
“Listen,” says Finnick, and his palms, sweaty, shaking with heat, find the back of Peeta’s neck. He pulls Peeta’s forehead toward his own, presses their feverish skulls together. Eyes wild with fear and flurry, Peeta’s wide and blue, resigned. “You are not going to die tonight.” There is so much to say. He cannot say any of it. He’s said too much already, about this, about everything. Peeta will not die tonight. It is no longer just about the girl on fire. Peeta will not die.
“I don’t know,” Peeta whispers, “I don’t know what I -- ”
Finnick kisses him, lips messy and open against Peeta’s mouth. Peeta’s response is slow and uncoordinated, more out of surprise and wired heat-sickness than anything else. The night is long and not yet half over, Peeta’s lips are hot. It’s almost over, it’s about to begin. The baker boy will not die.
In the distance, a crack. The Careers are at the shoreline.
“I loved somebody once,” Finnick says, suddenly, the words slipping out of his lips hot and fast, coiled like snakes, and he feels all at once the frightening vulnerability in his voice, the obviousness of its bravado, the terror of its truth.
This is wonderful. It's not just Peeta/Finnick but a whole Finnick-Peeta-Katniss-Annie mess and it's glorious! I have found, through your fic, that I can probably ship Finnick and Peeta and their big old broken, fucked up hearts, full with too much love, with pretty much anyone. And especially with each other.
The heat, the jungle, that night, knowing what's about to happen all add to the desperation of it all. Amazing.
It is a mess of those four, for sure! I feel like everyone's so fucking lost (how could they not be?) so it's okay to just throw them all together in a hazy web of mixed emotions, ha.
HAHA you can count on me to be the one to fill the obscure slash prompts for pairings I don't even really ship in fandoms where it's totally unwarranted!! I'm your girl there!!
Two hours to midnight. Finnick lays in the lush soil in between the tree’s buried roots; Peeta sits on a fallen trunk in the foliage.
“You said her name,” Peeta says, an opening in a black expanse of silence. His voice is calm, unhurried. “I never thought you would.”
Finnick’s eyes slide closed, and he feels the buzz of everything in the hollows of his ears, this unending plane of life and savagery seeping into his bones. “Mm,” he answers. “Mm.”
“Why don’t you talk about her?” Peeta asks him. “Katniss is all I talk about. She’s all I think about. I could talk about her for hours, days. There aren’t enough weeks in a year for me to talk about her. Or enough words. Why don’t you talk about Annie?”
Finnick is silent for a long moment or two. In this moment Peeta’s voice is low and soft and he sounds so young, so young and poetic and in love. Stupid, too. They go together. “My life is a matter of keeping secrets,” Finnick tells him. “Keeping secrets buried between my ribs like notes in the pages of a book, swallowing secrets like sugar cubes.” He pauses for a moment, blinks a few times, sighs. “Peeta, do you know what the most important rule of secrets is?”
“What?” Peeta humors him. “What is it?”
“Knowing when to share them, all but your own.”
Peeta’s silent for a moment, his body unmoving.
“I’m not very good at keeping secrets,” Finnick hears him say.
“I know you aren’t,” says Finnick.
It is one hour to midnight. They are leaned against the tree.
“Listen,” says Finnick. “You are not going to die.”
“Of course I am,” says Peeta, his shoulder hot, shivering, against Finnick’s own. “We’re all going to die. And I’m going to die tonight.”
“Listen,” says Finnick, and his palms, sweaty, shaking with heat, find the back of Peeta’s neck. He pulls Peeta’s forehead toward his own, presses their feverish skulls together. Eyes wild with fear and flurry, Peeta’s wide and blue, resigned. “You are not going to die tonight.” There is so much to say. He cannot say any of it. He’s said too much already, about this, about everything. Peeta will not die tonight. It is no longer just about the girl on fire. Peeta will not die.
“I don’t know,” Peeta whispers, “I don’t know what I -- ”
Finnick kisses him, lips messy and open against Peeta’s mouth. Peeta’s response is slow and uncoordinated, more out of surprise and wired heat-sickness than anything else. The night is long and not yet half over, Peeta’s lips are hot. It’s almost over, it’s about to begin. The baker boy will not die.
In the distance, a crack. The Careers are at the shoreline.
“Shit,” Finnick whispers. “It’s starting.”
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this is so so so gorgeous. But THIS:
“I loved somebody once,” Finnick says, suddenly, the words slipping out of his lips hot and fast, coiled like snakes, and he feels all at once the frightening vulnerability in his voice, the obviousness of its bravado, the terror of its truth.
is the best thing that is all.
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thank ya
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The heat, the jungle, that night, knowing what's about to happen all add to the desperation of it all. Amazing.
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Thank you so much!
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omg thank you
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