i am not a pessimist, nor am i self loathing.
but jesus god, can shitty things PLEASE stop happening?
car broke down, got that fixed
tire went flat, still driving on spare
I'm quitting smoking [aka going fucking CRAZY]
not getting full paycheck because i forgot to turn in my timesheet on time [my fault I KNOW but damn]
i am so fucking broke.
they won't tie my tubes during surgery because it is at a catholic hospital and they are against sterilizations.
fucking religion
blah blah.
this is my desk at work:
and this is what it looks like inside my head:
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