just yell as loud as you can...
misery does love company, but i refuse to be dragged down. i'm really proud of myself today, for the simple fact that i stayed afloat. i'm really proud of how i handled myself in a not so great situation, and remained as calm as possible. it feels good to see simple goals that i've set for myself actually get accomplished. this summer has been oh-so-good to me. :]
i don't ever believe that anyone should be treated any less then they deserve to be. so many times i've seen people (and myself), compromise themselves at the hand of a "friend". so today i was honest, although it didn't end well, i'm still happy i stood up for myself. it feels like a huge weight has been lifted. the thing about friends is they have the ability to see us, and should have the comfort of telling us when we're acting in a manor that isn't becoming. because when we are acting a "fool" who else can you trust to tell you the truth. i'd rather hear about my faults from someone who is a friend, as opposed to someone who isn't going to have anything nice to say at all. so even though you can't be my friend anymore, i hope you take what i said and you make changes, if only to better yourself.
it's the last few days of summer already! i can't even believe how fast it's flown by. i do not want to go back to school yet! BUT i am looking forward to all the good stuff coming my way in the next few weeks. one of which includes KENNY (person L), anthony green, and good old war at ottobar! steel train is also coming up at the end of august, yesssss. it seems like everyone is going to be in baltimore at the end of this month. yessss, again. courtney ordered me person L's new CD for my birthday, and i just got it today (THANKS COURT!) and i already know i'm not going to be able to put it down. finally new music! i've been in a rut, and i haven't been able to settle on listening to anything. finally... something.
someone is setting off fireworks outside in my neighborhood and it's 3am. haha. speaking of 3am, i've been becoming somewhat of an insomniac these past few days, i neeeeed to get myself on some kind of regular sleeping pattern. going to bed at 3am, just isn't going to cut it.
i'm off tomorrow (thank god) and i'm going to make good use of the day off and lay by mindy's pool. it's supposed to be CLEAR and beautiful tomorrow... yesssss.
goodnight.
i don't ever believe that anyone should be treated any less then they deserve to be. so many times i've seen people (and myself), compromise themselves at the hand of a "friend". so today i was honest, although it didn't end well, i'm still happy i stood up for myself. it feels like a huge weight has been lifted. the thing about friends is they have the ability to see us, and should have the comfort of telling us when we're acting in a manor that isn't becoming. because when we are acting a "fool" who else can you trust to tell you the truth. i'd rather hear about my faults from someone who is a friend, as opposed to someone who isn't going to have anything nice to say at all. so even though you can't be my friend anymore, i hope you take what i said and you make changes, if only to better yourself.
it's the last few days of summer already! i can't even believe how fast it's flown by. i do not want to go back to school yet! BUT i am looking forward to all the good stuff coming my way in the next few weeks. one of which includes KENNY (person L), anthony green, and good old war at ottobar! steel train is also coming up at the end of august, yesssss. it seems like everyone is going to be in baltimore at the end of this month. yessss, again. courtney ordered me person L's new CD for my birthday, and i just got it today (THANKS COURT!) and i already know i'm not going to be able to put it down. finally new music! i've been in a rut, and i haven't been able to settle on listening to anything. finally... something.
someone is setting off fireworks outside in my neighborhood and it's 3am. haha. speaking of 3am, i've been becoming somewhat of an insomniac these past few days, i neeeeed to get myself on some kind of regular sleeping pattern. going to bed at 3am, just isn't going to cut it.
i'm off tomorrow (thank god) and i'm going to make good use of the day off and lay by mindy's pool. it's supposed to be CLEAR and beautiful tomorrow... yesssss.
goodnight.