Dec 26, 2004 12:53
Right now I have the feeling that a lot more people dislike me than I actually realize. And that it's too late to do anything about it.
Does anyone have the right to judge? I do it all the time, with everyone. I mean, how can you not make good or bad judgements, be dissapointed by people or amazed by their awesomeness, be partial in some way towards certain actions? But the hardest thing to hear is when people judge you.
I can't tell if I have regrets or just wish that my whole world was at peace.
I also want my chicas to know that I love them, I love our sex and the city talks, I love knowing that if I have a problem I can come to them and they will be there for me.
Lesson of the day: things change and sometimes it makes people cry.
I hope to god there was some sort of miscommunication and you are wrong. I dont know if I can deal with it. Although the possibility has made me think a lot.
I hope the next few days go by smoothly.