i will unlock my door... and pass the cemetery gates...

Jan 10, 2005 11:40

*insert dimebag darrell riff here*

so shes gone
or is going
or is not
i do not know

i think youre too far gone in your mind... you dont even know what you want... maybe it will make you better i dont know what will make me better... i thought i knew. i still have hope. i loved/love/hey theres a raccoon. (josh quote)
all this time alone does nothing to console. thats for sure... i wont waste your text messages...
i wont waste my breath... if i could reach into you and make you understand i would... but i know there is no getting through to you. anyone who knows you knows that.
try to make yourself whole again. i am nothing. i am nobody. i am not worth anything.
erase the image of me by your side if it helps...
erase the feeling of me holding your hand... tight, like it should be.
erase this entry because its about you.
erase it all.... erase me too.. because i cant be anymore.
i cant breathe anymore i dont want to get up, i dont want to smoke this cigarette ... but i will because i have to. i will do everything i cannot because i must. its not even really me anymore. Just the outline of a person. im still somewhere back in the room i called home inside your house.

"you left me, incomplete, as the memories now unfold...."
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