Jan 08, 2005 08:54
well fatum played last night
i think we did a pretty reasonable job of throwing down
im pretty sure some mad drama is going to blow up in my face again
oh well
people can fuck off wanting to be so interested in
who im with(who is that girl)
what were doing(did you come here together?)
why theyre here(are you guys dating)
all i can say is sorry i brought a friend
i feel like im gonna have headlines in the national enquirer
but its exactly like i said before. a friend.
(on a side note...man.... let me tell you. a throat cold, does NOT help vocal performance.
oh well the jagermiester, dayquill, and bong rips, oh. and the throat comfort tea.. all helped me.)
she says im a perfectionist on stage.
i take that as a compliment.
she says im serious, i dont look like im messing around.
but i still have fun.
i said i want to destroy people with music. thats the message im trying to convey with my performance.
anyways were playing again tonight at hells kitchen assuming my voice is ok.
it should be fun
ive got somethings i wish i could talk about.
wish i could share with you.... oh well... ill keep it all inside and wake up at 7 again tomorrow too... my stomach is upside down right now... i hope i can swallow one more day.
but at least my heart is beating.